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do you guys know what i mean...i'm so obsessed with him like would i run in the opposite direction irl, yes absolutely, but fictionally that's my princess!!!! love his pridefulness where he would rather d*e than be weak in front of someone; love that he's a scheming asshole girlbossing and gaslighting his way through ptsd. love how cute he is when he gets a bit shocked and thrown off whenever siwoo shows him tenderness (dh clearly has no healthy relationships in his life yikes). also he's just SO sexy (esp when he's being thrown around heh).
does anyone have recs for a similar strong bottom PLEASE preferably where there isn't too much size difference...
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him covering dohyeok's eyes probably bc he remembers that's how dohyeok was r8ped in the video and then dohyeok being triggered as hell and shaking w/ ptsd bc of it...siwoo wanted to be mean and spiteful bc of dohyeok threatening him at the beginning but then at the end he couldn't 100% go through with it when he saw dohyeok trembling and not being able to breathe. he's SO frustrated with dohyeok at the end of the chapter; in a way no one is able to rattle siwoo like dohyeok is.
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if this is all just written for the sake of dohyeok hitting rock bottom as "punishment". it'll be the biggest waste of the incredibly interesting chemistry between siwoo and dohyeok if that's how it ends...but hearing news about how this is ending soon, i have a feeling we won't be getting a satisfactory ending and that the author doesn't rly know what they're doing :/
dohyoek being like "change my personality? yea sure i can do that" like its EASY LOL but i love that about him!!! i wonder if we'll get a timeskip at some point where dh goes to the US alone and then they meet in the future.
there are so many unresolved plotlines though like what about the video that the green hair guy still has...dh still seems to have ptsd based on how scared he was to see his grandma...what about the npc siwoo admirer from whatever chapter...siwoo knowing about what happened to dh but they still haven't talked about it?
also there's so much emotional activity on dh's side i wonder when siwoo is going to show some emotional turbulence too bc right now he's kind of just lecturing dh even though he seems reluctantly worried and soft for dh...i hope there's more bc siwoo can't be just a mouthpiece for the author to "lecture" and "teach" dh, that would be boring
Im pretending like all the unresolved issues don't exist bc redhead apologizing and promising he'll be better for siwoo had me dying ong
i want them to be resolved bc i'm scared this is ending soon and want there to be more chapters LOL. i kind of want DH to know that SW knows what happened to him bc I want them to talk about it openly - also curious about how DH will feel about siwoo knowing (embarrassed? vulnerable?).and siwoo is still holding so much back, right now it's mostly DH being honest and open, I want SW to be honest too!
and yeah DH has grown up so much haha putting his pride away... love really changes <3