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dropped after two chapters bc of how historically inaccurate/insensitive and, ironically, racist this is. i guess american propaganda can even show up in a random BL you pick up.

what i hope this manga does is show us catharsis through revenge (as opposed to the usual "oh i am just hurting myself by hurting the criminal who wronged me, i am no better than him and also violence doesn't solve anything boohoo" narrative we always get).

i am sick of victims, like this mother who lost her son to psychopathic bullies, being expected to be perfect - as in mourning but compliant with the law, perfectly healthy mentally, rational, sense of moral still intact, pitiful, etc.

yeah, violence doesn't solve the problem of bullying that is rampant all over japan, but it could solve the personal inner hatred, frustration and injustince experienced on an individual level. sometimes violence in retaliation to an immense act of cruelty should be pardoned and, fuck it, even administered as therapy lmao.

"oh but torturing and killing people scars and destroys you as the perpetrator, too, even if the victims deserve it!" bihh idgaf, i'd rather have trauma from hurting someone than from being hurt by them. and maria is carrying the trauma of losing her son in a devastating manner anyway, so that train has left the station.

why should the state have a monopoly on violence, when its institutions are letting violence like bullying happen and even perpetuate that cycle by conforming to inaction, victim blaming and an insufficient system that doesn't implement programs to stop that behavior on a cultural level? violence cannot be right and just only in the hands of the state. in fact, just think of wars - they are violence enacted and justified by the state.

so then, fuck the state and its monopoly. if you wanna commit to it, then do enact your own violence in retaliation to an evil that has lived and grown completely untouched by the state. go show your victimhood in a manner that is uncomfortable to the rest of society. you deserve it. an eye for an eye, until the state wakes up from its peaceful slumber and starts tackling the problem causing a vicious cycle by its roots.

i just hope maria's husband will cooperate, if he finds out that it's his ex wife that is doing all the serial killing. i hope he finds out why she does it and just lets her. that he never mentions the bullying problem and its evidence during the investigation. show it if she gets caught and put on trial, to help her gain sympathy from the jury and make her sentence milder. be a supportive husband and forget serving the state.

1. i love the little boy. if i had a son, i'd want him to be as sweet as him, and i'd give the world to him.
2. i really hope this is a romance between two country bumpkins building a life together, not a rich prince saving the poor damsel in distress with his wealth.

THIS IS HELLA INTERESTING. i'm so invested omg i found a new gem

SEOLHO YOU FUCKED EVERYTHING UP AND IT'S NOT JUST YOUR SORRY ASS THAT WILL PAY THE PRICE, EVERYONE IN THE ORGANIZATION AND MAYBE EVEN THE INNOCENT OLD PEOPLE ARE GONNA DIE. YOUR PINING FOR THE BOSS WILL STOP BC YALL WILL BE FUCKED BC OF YOUR IMPUDENCE

if i finally got to know the man of my dreams, was incredibly attracted to him and his personality was just the best, and then we kept in contact so my feelings deepened beyond repair... i'd feel so betrayed, humiliated, disappointed, disgusted, self-conscious and embarassed after finding out i'd been catfished by him and his best friend, that i'd be carrying that shit for the rest of my life, probably having trust issues and a good portion of misandry.

it was super rushed and made the entire journey go from 8/10 to 4.5/10. it also feels cut off suddenly, like there could have been much more to flesh out, or like a lot of things that got introduced are dropped and forgotten now.
but hey, it could have been worse.

that seme is sus af... he's giving me color-recipe-seme vibes. i bet he is the possessive kind that likes to manipulate things to turn out exactly the way he wants, with the uke dependent on him and clinging onto him for support (even though he is the one responsible for the dilemma). bet the murder came very conveniently, he got rid of a rival and can now play hero.

THANKS FOR UPDATING IT ;_; I NEED MORE

report this comic for giving us false hope that there really might be guys out there who will fight for your love and not give up on you no matter what