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finished banana fish in 2 days. 12 episodes one night, 12 episodes the next. they were both on school nights and i came to school on the second day with my eyes swollen as hell.   1 reply

i went to japan for a week with my family for vacation and it was before i started watching anime. we went to an anime shop there, and i didn't buy anything cause i didn't know what they were BUT NOW I KNOW AND I WANNA GO BACK SO BAD BUT MY PARENTS WON'T LET ME. I'D LITERALLY BUY THE ENTIRE STORE.   reply

i've had toxic friends, and i was definitely one myself. (i'm a changed person now dont attack me heh) i remember threatening my friends to kms if they cut me off, which i realize now was super fucked up, but they did it cause they knew it'd be better for both of us in the end. we were always fighting, and constantly hurting each other. im so hap......   2 reply

...it was my mom's laptop but my mom got a new one and gave my brother her old one, and so my brother gave me his old one. i first discovered yaoi on my brother's new (mom's old) laptop, and i did read some yaoi before my brother gave me his old computer. so yes. i have.   reply

i've been playing for almost 7 years now. i remember wanting to quit after 2 years cause i got sick of practicing and didn't enjoy playing at all, but my parents wouldn't let me quit, and i'm happy they didn't. i used to only play songs that my piano teacher would give me, (mainly classical) but now i just learn anime songs on my own hehe. i have a......   reply

tw // suicide : i got out of the mental hospital two weeks ago cause i tried to kms. i do therapy now and take meds but they do nothing and im planning on attempting again   2 reply

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a part of me hopes it does get taken down so im forced to quit my yaoi addiction, but also NO THIS IS MY ENTIRE LIFE I SPEND HOURS A DAY ON THIS WEBSITE PLEASE DONT TAKE IT DOWN IM GONNA CRY NOOOOSFLJKANFKJ   reply

i think this is what normal people think people who read yaoi are like i've never shipped to real guys before. the yaoi i read is very different from gay relationships irl. its a fantasy that i enjoy. i dont try to relate it to the real world bc i know its not like that, nor would i want it to be. people just need to learn how to keep their fantas......   reply

i do not possess the materials needed to conduct that function.   reply