2025-04-29 06:10 marked
2025-04-21 07:34 marked

the hug.
hollering. here’s this man who usually acts out on his anger (*like he did again in the beginning of the chapter), acting out on a different emotion for once. what if that’s the point of all this? to show how jk is an emotional man?
because in ch 59, I suspect he acted out on instinct to save a drowning person, but then what if as he approached and saw it was dan everything changed. or because it was dan that’s why he acted out on instinct? same case here.
this man was jumping on search boats at the chance of seeing dan, or to get info if he perished out at sea. I saw some twt theories that the cloudy blob in jk’s eye is dan. idk. either way, this is still something. a crumb of something.
I think after that lunch, jk drove back to the town with the intention of ending things with dan because he needs to train for the match. and tho he himself is unsure of returning back to the ring, he was gonna do it because ufc over everything. but then the foot prints.
where do we go from here? I wonder what mingwa’s gonna do for the next chapter? how is jk gonna justify himself after his emotions settle? what could he possibly say to dan? I can’t picture him running away in embarrassment, but what if he like pulls dan away from him after like I—
maybe he spirals entirely. OR what if this is where we hit the climax of jaekyung and dan’s relationship? because what if jk expresses to dan his worry and concern for him and his well-being, as a person, not a tool for his jinx and dan’s like so what? and then jk’s like you told me you love me one time. and dan’s like well I don’t anymore… or something like that?? idk idk.
what I do know, after writing countless paragraphs on this story, I’m here for the long haul and I’m seeing this shit through. period. 10 days of waiting starting now...
2025-04-12 18:14 marked
2025-04-12 18:12 marked

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So ML knew MC’s mom since he was like 10(?). He met her at an orphanage and she happened to sponsor him. She found a family to adopt him. His family loves him. They kept in contact throughout the years but their relationship wasn’t exactly affectionate (?). Anyways one day the mom contacted him and asked him to tutor MC because the mom is worried about him and having someone close in age would maybe help MC open up about his troubles. ML knew from the start about everything and he agreed cause well the mom is his benefactor? He expected MC to be a brat spoiled by the almighty mom but he met a quiet and shy MC and kinda quickly took a liking to him and started worrying about him and everything. He was pretty genuine about how he treated Wooyeon besides how their tutoring started and him getting updates from the mom, when Wooyeon got send home from school because he beat up the bully. He was always worried about him being alone and all that. He was also feeling really guilty the whole time and when Wooyeon confessed ML knew he needed to draw a line and then disappeared. he has been feeling guilty about it since!
So after they met again and MC asked him if he was an alpha. ML first didn’t know it was MC but when his friend told him shortly after that the name was “Seon Wooyeon” ML immediately recognized him and started chasing after him but our MC was quicker and gone. ML really seemed like he wanted to repair the relationship (?) but when they met again at that drinking party MC “pretended” like he didn’t know him, so ML hesitated and thinking MC didn’t recognize him but he was always thinking about confessing and all that. He was nice to him because he felt guilty but also worried and besides that everything was pretty genuine though he could have been less ambiguous lol. none of his actions here were manipulated by the mom. i don’t think he was in contact like that with the mom after he quit tutoring him.
ML was always really torn about confessing to being hired by his mom back when he was a tutor and recognizing him and not saying anything. Of course him not confessing at any earlier point of their budding romance is the cause of their conflict though. happens around 3/4 into the story around chapter 70-ish
2025-02-27 17:52 marked

The way dohyun fell in love with wooyeon when he used to tutor him was absolutely beautiful. And the best part was that it wasn't romantic since he specified it himself, he was so in love to the point he was worried he'd lose the persona he'd made due to being an orphan and having received no love but it wasn't romantic, not until he met him again in university and those feelings turned from platonic affection to romantic affection. The parallel between him and wooyeon is so good too. Wooyeon having feelings of admiration for his tutor at the start and then those slowly turned in romantic love. Both of them looking and admiring eachother as a mirage. Their relationship going beyond simply romance when they confessed, it wasn't just all romance or sexual, it was normal affection as two people, normal comfort and warmth they found in eachother as two friends. I adore, ADORE this series and I binge read the novel in one night, it was so pure, I specifically mentioned the age gap because it played a huge role without being creepy or even close to being weird. Their relationship trespasses simple affection and admiration but defines itself around every sort of feelings possible and I love them. Plus dohyun is NOT a red flag. Thankyou for reading my rant, I know weird but I really really needed to explain how much I loved this. if u need the link of the novel please don't hesitate to ask. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2025-02-08 12:03 marked

“Oh this story is so sickening so much rape I don’t like Seth because he’s weak” if you can’t read a plot story, don’t read it. Seth is not a weak man. What part of character plot and development do you not understand. Seth has committed so much evil sins. Isis had to experience all he’s experiencing. This experience Seth goes through is what he put Isis and other woman through. It is not okay 100% but it’s part of the story development and plot where he “opens his eyes” and if you’ve read ennead you can see what he thinks . The slave market, Isis has been through that, the temple men, Isis has been through that.
Now for the him being “weak part” y’all his power was literally sealed and he got put to be a Demi god what did yall expect. Despite being sealed he managed to move the sand - that’s how powerful he is. Sure he’s not as badass as he used to be but that’s because again, character growth and development. He is figuring out different aspects to his life, he is changing back to who he was before he became the evil god of the desert.
Seth doesn’t only mean evil god. He didn’t always want to be that. Osiris made him that version to keep people away and afraid of him yet enough to also have worshippers . So stop getting stuck on the past. He will eventually get his seal off and he will be the same badass he used to be. Just not on the wrong side anymore. And thanks perfectly alright.
I mean I’ve been here since the first release of enneads chapter and I’m not complaining. Honestly I’ve been reading yaoi manga since 2010 and it’s tiring with all the new readers. You can tell who’s a new reader just by their ridiculous comment. Back in the days we used to get the shittiest translation and still be on our feet for the uploader.
The comments were filled with people who actually knew how to recognize a story through plot not sex We’d sympathize, mourn, grief but not be ridiculous.
I’m not talking about everyone, I’m talking about those few comments that piss everyone off.
2025-01-21 07:37 marked
Public sex