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I'm about to crash out

I need him to fuck the brother PLEASE please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please I don't care if he ends up with that creepy fucker he needs to fuck the brother at least ONCE pleeeeeasee

gonna call my psychiatrist and tell him I don't need antidepressants anymore

NOOOOOOOOOOO not the side couple...............................so it really won't end in a throuple.......................devastated
I mean I knew but godddddd why do they always write the most compelling and actually interesting throuples and then just break them apart smh

honestly I think this solo arc was needed, I'm really glad jeoh will get the opportunity to prove that he can stand on his own w/out seong-rok, cause like yeah we all know he's strong but the other characters, especially his enemies, still only see him as a prostitute, seong-rok's prostitute now, and I'm looking forward to him standing on his own feet w/out his personal bodyguard
that is, of course, unless seong-rok wakes up in like two episodes bit I really hope he won't, I'd like jeoh to have a long arc as his own person, growing and getting stronger

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thank GOD he didn't end up with jungkwon, rarely has a character pissed me off so much
don't get me wrong, I get why he behaves the way he does and I do feel sympathy for him but by god he made ALL the wrong choices
and again, I get why he made them but ffs even when people were going out of their way to tell him what to do he still wouldn't fucking listen and actively search out the stupidest fucking thing to do and DO IT. like come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
also, I get you're in pain but you cannot be so self-conceited that you hurt others left and right and don't even fucking care like he hurt kangjin in the past and didn't care enough to even apologise when he saw him again and then he goes and hurt roah in an almost identical way?????? and again, doesn't even look for him to see if he's okay or to apologise until weeks after???????? like everyone has their own problems, I get it, but you gotta know your actions have consequences on other people you dumb fucking idiot
not to say kangjin's without fault but idk I feel like it's the lack of what I felt was true remorse or regret for actually hurting other people that makes me really can't stand jungkwon
anywayyyyyy chisoo if he doesn't want you I do and I wouldn't even ask you to stop killing people as long as you're good to me who fucking cares ughhhhhhh he was SO good

rip nipple piercings YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED
screaming crying throwing up i miss them so much............................belly button too....................................a tragedy

I'm crying the things Mido did to Jichan are literally being used as the final punishment for the main antagonist of the story, and I'm supposed to be happy they ended up together?
listen, I know that in every fucking manhwa out there they always end up forgiving and forgetting and living happily ever after, so obviously I'm not surprised and I expected this, but even with the amount of bls I've read I've rarely come across w one that has the black flag ML just....not improve or learn or just plain chnge in any way whatsoever as this one has.
like yeah, I know that mido has said a couple of times that he's sorry and he was wrong, but honestly it just feels like he's saying it just to say it. like the author put it there so they could say "look, he's sorry, now they can be together". which, fair, like the author can do whatever they want and if I didn't want to I wouldn't have read it, but come onnnnn
like there's just no personal development in *any* character, the only thing that advances are the events. the characters we see at the end of the story are in no way changed as people as they were in the beginning. jichan still thinks it's his fault mido ended up like that (and whether it is or isn't is a whole other matter) and it's even reinforced by other characters blaming him, and I'm absolutely convinced that mido would do this again, especially since he know jichan will forgive him.
I don't really know where I'm going w this, I guess I'm just disappointed? not surprised, but I guess I just wanted jichan to acknowledge that what was done to him was really fucking bad and not his fault, or at least see some character development. I just don't really see a point to this story, I guess? which, fair, sometimes we just wanna read porn tbh

I've been this manhwa's number 1 glazer since day fucking one, i love it so much and i think it's exceptionally written, as well as relating a bit too much to it and being blown away every time with how real it feels.
if there's just one thing I wish for, it's that taehwan is made aware of EVERYTHING minho did to woojin. like I want him to know how deep the manipulation ran, I want him to know he was right that night and woojin was being raped, to know he hit him and abused and broke him for literal years, and I really really want him to know what actually happened when woojin "cheated" on him, that he was being blackmailed and manipulated.
it's just really a personal preference, but since I have experienced people dismissing my trauma and not believing me, I really fucking like it when other characters find out just how bad it was, even worse than they thought.
but yeah, even if that won't happen, I cannot wait for this to end just so I can read it again

this /better/ end either tragically like sura's lover or with a mindbreak for the MC, cause if he ends up genuinely in love with the ML im gonna be so fucking confused like how??????????????