It lives in my mind rent free. Though the mc is very dodgy and disturbing, his mental landscape and the way others interact with him as he faces the consequences of his actions and mentally grows is just... perfect. A brilliant psychological manga. It's not morally upright but boy is it good entertainment
I just love the main guy. His proud masochism changed my opinion of kink as a teenager, and made me love characters with more unique personalities.
That i deeply hurt the feelings of my ex partner. i used to think he was the only one messing up in the relationship, and only realised how much i hurt him when it was too late. and the second is it's hard to accept that my family actually doesn't like me much at all, cuz you know who wants to believe that? i'm realising my ex probably had to live ......
