somebody said/assumed ages ago that director is a "gay man" so the last part of the latest chapter didn't sway me a bit BUT i do have to say that this is yaoi world and tragic stuff happens left and right so when i saw the picture of a girl that looks a lot like the director my mind quickly went to "her(director) sister died so her wish is to look like her or something with the hair detail. which also aligns to the cats in her apartment being a bit hostile towards her bc shes not actually the owner but it was her sister" i didn't even think she could possibly be trans until i saw the comments below. my bad
out of the three the second one is my fave. i wish there wasn't any familial ties into it like it would've been perfect. the angst, deep yearning, regret and all the other heavy emotions were present in their relationship like as a reader it was so good to witness.... sigh. you really can't have it all..









breaking my silence..... i didnt like his long hair that much so im glad he cut it!! he looks so cute!!!!!
the author did this one for u
u're definitely author's fave
thank u haha also a huge shift in the character bc a small part of his long hair was to hide himself but now look at our boy!!!!!<33
i accidentally manifested his shorter hair instead of getting my life together but still a win for me!!