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♡hurts so good ♡

Welcome To Heartbreak 

When one of them has feelings but the other one 
  doesn’t yet and they go thru that process. 
orrr anytime one of them fucks up and hurts the others
  feelings. 
Overall, we luv a crawling regretful seme/uke :) 

i love that feeling of hurt and heart clenching pain 
misunderstandings and angst 

The regret just feels so GOOD 
 
*my comments most likely have spoilers… read cautiously 

sometimes i’ll add a song that i feel fits the story 

rec plz 

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ximilulu created a topic of The Time a Gangster was Reincarnated as Ranmaru Mori
my pussy is ROARING

please let us keep the older nobu i’m such a sucker for eye wrinkles

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ximilulu created a topic of Let me sleep
the art so scrumptious

it’s been awhile since i’ve seen an art style that suited my tastes. it’s so yummy i eat every panel of the FL nomnom

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ximilulu created a topic of Why Do You Love Me When I Refuse Your Request?
in love with the art

one of the few times the artstyle is prettier than the promo art imo

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You wake up in a bl as the top:
have sex with hot bottoms, i want to see how it feels
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Sick/ Hurt Female Lead

Tags: hurt sick FL female lead
23 07,2024
ximilulu answered question about cosplay
optimal amount of love interests??
i cannot accept anything more than ONE love interest because i absolutely hate messy relationships. i hate when the main character acts oblivious or doesn’t do anything to show/prove that they only like the main lead. i also hate annoying, persistent second leads, third, etc because they don’t get the hint and unrealistically try to ruin the ma......
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Americans, how's it going?
mr beast should run for president
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ximilulu answered question about love for the booty
Best *blank* to Lovers?
i like the fake lovers to lovers trope, but also a basic one like enemies to lovers, EXCEPT i’m picky and dislike most enemies to lovers plots (based on if it’s reasonable). but i actually hate the childhood best friends to lovers trope. i cannot understand the ones where one of them or both start liking each other suddenly or after one inciden......
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ximilulu answered question about your opinions
Once you get into BL you can never go back
i think it’s a phase that you’re having. i used to read only straight books, then read only bl, then had a mix of bl and gl, and then now i read all of them. you’re probably gonna get over it soon, maybe within half a year. it’s weird to strictly read mlm WHILE having a strong reaction against hetero stuff. i have heard of gay men feeling ......
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Anyone insecure about their face?
one of the biggest triggers is clearly the environment you’re in. it’s great that you’re transferring, and i understand that you’re worrying about telling your friends. this may not be the answer you wish for, but i wholeheartedly believe that you should tell your friends the truth that you are transferring because of the toxic environment......
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If you're gonna ask for a full synopsys...
Well for one that is how a librarian works, or at least was supposed to back in the day. Two, ever heard of a prologue? Romeo and Juliet literally starts by telling you how the play ends. Some people don't like investing time into reading a 100 chapter long manhwa only for it to have a piss ending that they don't expect.
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what is the meaning of life?
i believe that the world is inherently meaningless, but we as humans always try to find meaning. it’s ironic. i think that what we should do is not “find” meaning, rather we should “create” meaning. “find” implies that there’s an objective meaning, while “create” suggests creativity and freedom. “meaning of life” is a vague ......
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what is the meaning of life?

despite it being an insanely broad question, i find myself in the need of soul searching. i just lay in my bed and scroll endlessly on every app i frequently use, and honestly it’s so mind numbing to the point where im so bored of life. i’m not special or anything and i don’t think there is any meaning to life, what do u think?

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Blackwashing
i know this is bait but i just want to vent for a moment. i don't really care about the raceswap thing. but i really wish adaptation makers would be more faithful to the source material. if the character was described as blonde then find a blonde actor, if the character was described with brown skin then find someone with brown skin, if the charact......
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Blackwashing
Okay holon. Listen, how ab mofs just respect each other? I do believe that people of color get least representation when it comes to media. And everyone wants to be represented in a way. But genuinely tho, can we just not change a character's ethnicity, skin color, features. As such turning black/asian people white, turning black/white people asia......
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Pet peeves
Annoying ass side characters that stick to the MC, fucking clout chasers.
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ximilulu created a topic of Lucia
art style development or artist change?

i’m seeing that people said the artist changed, but tbh the art style isn’t too drastically different from season 2. season 3’s art style just looks like an elevated version of the original art, the basic design still remains the same.

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ximilulu created a topic of The Wirepuller Gets Lucky in Happier Years
the translation is crazy

i’m out here interpreting these translations as if it’s english class. i’m understanding enough to get by the story.

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