This is so frustrating, just date already, or at least see that u guys have feelings for each other bruhh, and how I'm the hell is she straight, If I asked a straight girl, "hey can I touch your boobs?" Gurl would call the police on me right away, like uhm I'm sorry what, how can she assume that she straight, that's what I hate in gay romance's, it's so cliché, and the facy that it makes me feel 100% single asf
For the people that want to read more of that manga, so they don't have to wait here's the link in Portuguese:
https://3xyaoi.com/bl/dead-or-alive/
SPOILER:
For the people that can't read Portuguese, the next chapters is that Calahan finds out that
Johnny was running away, did not quite understand that, but I don't think that his guilty, but it looks like he robbed opium? Idk if I got that right, then he gets tied down in the house, when Calahan fights someone in the street, then some guy's that were from the gang from the partner that Calahan had, (and he killed him) kidnap Johnny and leave a note to go to a hill, they all die, except this guy that makes Calahan get naked and they get to a part where Calahan tries to distract him and, him and Johnny jump to the water, but then Calahan gets pushed by a big stick and gets sent away in the river, then Johnny starts hallucinating and gets rescued by a villager, then he gets a job that is to kill a chupa cabra, but its a monkey and Calahan, that got rescued by monkeys, then they ran, and have a depressing conversation, where i didn't understand shit, just that his still gonna give him up to the police or whatever that is, then they have sex in the train, like a goodbye.
This was the most amazing bl I ever read in my entire life, like there's the popular mangas that almost always have the best plot and are in full of color, and I've been desperate trying to find a combo, and then I found this masterpiece, nah I'm sobbing rn, you can't end this, you can't do this to me, now what, I'll go back to read black and white bl, whit not such good art and the worst plot ever, not to talk about how they always say "I'm not gay ew I just like to get in bed with you" broo?! STOP THE CAP
Anyways since I can't actually tell this to my therapist so yeah...
He's gonna burn the house?!?? Nuh uh!