I don't understand
I think she was probably neglected, maybe abused, ran away from home. Slept around for money or maybe tricked into becoming a prostitute with drugs or something. And this guy was probably a meal ticket but at the same time she grew to resent him for maybe being a man. that would explain why she requested him to wear the lingerie and play with his ass. Then maybe when she saw that he actually liked her, she felt bad and wanted to disappear. Then perhaps after some time came back to the guy who didn’t try to exploit her. But that’s my interpretation
Only three chapters a month is making me crazy