
Please, any suggestions for these types of novels or manhwa.. I just finished the novel and I'm still crying for Aeroc.. any recommendations please

Spoiler.. if I remember correctly someone already spoiled this here before..
There are what if or au's made by the author . The 2nd life, Aeroc remembers everything and Klopp does not.. He does try hard to win Aerocs heart.. so I guess this 2nd life Klopp/ Kloff is different and is redeemable since he really does made a lot a effort to be worthy of Aeroc.. There was a scene where Klopp said he loves Aeroc and he told it so many time but Aeroc kinda regressed or like had a breakdown and was having delusions of the 1st life where Klopp hated and abused him.. its was so sad how broken he was.. And there where scenes where he said he hated being hungry and hated potatoes.. 3rd Life or the other AU is where only Kloff remembered, he was still annoying and I what I like is that he suffered.. The Aeroc in that life doesn't remember anything and is different to the 1st life Aeroc.. he suffered because he wants to beg for the 1st life Aeroc forgiveness and make it right but he's not the same.. even if he's with Aeroc its different.. I like it because he deserved to suffer.. the other AU is kinda cute.. where it's the 2nd life Aeroc and Klopp married and Klopp had an accident and had an amnesia.. It was funny because he fell inlove with Aeroc at first sight.. I laughed so hard when Aeroc bought a lot of painting so Klopp would regain his memories.. the other AU is where it's in the 1st life, Aeroc did not die but is in a coma after giving birth to the twins.. Aeroc got better in time and Klopp is taking care of him.. Klopp introduced the children to Aeroc as their mom.. Aeroc got better and was with them in the mansion.. in the last scene, they moved to the country side and left the estate.. I still feel a little sad for this AU because it was not justified.. I still hate the 1st life Klopp and want to punch him so hard but you can't also disregard what Aeroc did to Rapiel.. However it still did not justify all the abuses.. it was a nice read though.. I still want the 1st life Klopp to suffer more..

Thank you for taking time for me!
It's just the s1 give me a huge shock cause ml physically hurt mc repeatedly like an addiction. And so, thank you for saying what happened to him did not justify all the abuses.
It's just I find myself rooting for 2nd life ml and og mc, but hating the idea of 1st life klopp getting together with mc at the same time after years of abused. . And I read somewhere that mc's suffering in the novel is much worse than here.
I don't know if its alright for me to feel that I want both of og ml and og mc to meet again, and have a decent redemption.

Yes in the novel, it was much worse.. that's why Aeroc keeps having breakdowns of the 1st life..
Well it would not be bad to have a redemption for the OG Klopp and Aeroc.. but I think it would be hard to convince Aeroc to forgive OG Klopp.. when Aeroc was about to give birth to their first baby, he had a breakdown again of the 1st life and rejected their baby because he thought Klopp would sent him again to the cabin after giving birth.. he said if he saw the baby he would not be able to part with the said baby.. he hated the cabin because it was cold and lonely..
I read a story in ao3 about OG Klopp and OG Aeroc meeting in modern era though..
It's not enough.. cuteness overload