Karis's Manga

No don't get me wrong alright!!??!! but I want the president to suffer more and I want to suffer together with him and suffer like being more broken hearted and even feel more rejected by the secretary (I want a sad and sobbing arc for this story) and comes to the point where his so broken hearted and ended up giving up his love for his secretary and continue their relationship as an employer and an employee and act like nothing ever happened but I want the secretary to suffer more than the president suffered and ended up realizing and regretting his decisions and actions towards the president ugghhh hhelllppp meehhh