i need to see haru and legosi get married and then get divorce.. and get back together.
it would've been nice to see legosi's improvement after he lost his virginity but the whole point was him being strong while being a virgin.. LONG STORY SHORT, ill be up late tonight closing this manga.. and giving luis my own desired happy ending
AND ITS KILLING ME INSIDE.
i'm just sitting here. minding my business, trying to listen to music until fall asleep. if i don't, my mind will just go off the rails with overthinking. The song "Discover" by Chris Brown came on and all I could picture was the scenes of their high school years and how their lives progressed and now i'm crying. EARLIER TODAY, I was reading a beautiful fluffy bl.. and yk that point in their relationship where they establish a solid relationship.. like "i love you and i'll never leave you"?? THEY WERE SO CUTE BUT I COULDNT GET ZHISHUS CRYING FACE OUT OF MY HEAD. Like i read it a whole 2 months ago and i'm still struggling for no reason and ofc being so emotionally unstable, I end up crying every time i let my mind wander. it's fine though because only bad bitches get affected like this.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/itsuka_koi_ni_naru_made/mi/iur_chapter-9/pg-1/
i hate the fact that such an adorable manga just brought back all those feelings of sorrow.
i'm fine with rape culture but I don't feel like that the situation had enough tension for that... it seemed more like a "loving embrace" type moment... where the seme realizes the ukes struggles and tries to show the uke that he cares... instead of getting upset & coming to the conclusion that attempting to get him pregnant was the solution to his life long insecurities
"when one thinks with the dick, the other will think with the ass~shakespeare"
I had a good laugh after reading this hahahahaha