I hate Chowon's family. I never believed that family loves you best because sometimes, they're the ones who will ruin you. I blame Dojun, Chowon's family and other ppl for what is happening at him right now because:
1. They didn't care about Chowon, it's so obvious because they got angry at him for ruining his OWN married life, when in fact, they should understand Chowon and is reasons why it became like that. There is a reason why the marriage fall apart, I think his mental has something to do with it.
2. His brother, he is envious. Like why in the hell are you jealous? as far as i know, he is an alpha. THAT ITSELF IS HIS PRIDE. if he is jealous of Chowon's success, then he should also do his best.
3. Dojun, I don't clearly hate Dojun like 100%, but, the fact that he accepted the marriage only to neglect his duties as the husband/alpha is already sht itself. He should at least ask about Chowon's welfare even though they don't share the same feelings.
4. the people around Chowon, I get it, society is like that. ppl are selfish. Because they have their expectations for him, he ought to bring out his best. but, the question is, does Chowon really like to play violin? because if he does, in my opinion, it will ruin him more if he forces himself to it.
he should take a break from everyone. he needs time to find himself, and therapy is the best example for that.
THIS IS MY OWN REASONING, PLEASE DONT HATE ME
Truuuue
Omg I feel the same about the dojun part b/c he didn't do his duties in their now failed marriage
I agree with you
This is the example of people who reads between the lines. Those invisible words are being understood. Those actions are being decipher in so many ways. People like Chowon didn't have this shitty life for a year, it is an accumulated trauma since the beginning of his lifetime.
Finally someone....
in addition, i also hate the person who gave him the violin. in my opinion, that person is associated with his family quite well. they made him play the violin because the piano is already common for Korean ppl. if that person didn't let his parents force him to be with chowon and the violin, maybe Chowon's suffering would have lessen.
as i've said, the violin will only ruin Chowon more. it may have been his refuge in the start but look where it got him now.
let's say that the violin is Chowon's escape from the hidden feelings he's coping up, but when will that last? I feel like the violin is what bonds Chowon and his family together.
He gave Kyungsoo his violin, absolutely not giving a fck anymore about that instrument, didn't chowon grasp freedom when he did? his secretary (?) also said he was behaving well this past few days, maybe those days meant the days that he and kyungsoo were together, the violin is ABSOLUTELY NOT IN THE SCENES until after they had sex.
lastly, i hope some of the readers don't comment "THAT DOESNT JUSTIFY WHAT HE DID BLAH BLAH" and shts like that anymore. Chowon is not perfect, he is also a person with his own emotions. Chowon grew up with the mindset of being perfect in any aspect. Chowon is suffering on his own little world, the evil side of him, his only comfort.
So who are they to tell Chowon that his actions are his fault? Why put the blame on him, that will result to his welfare getting worse and worse. Try putting yourselves in his shoes, and do not cast aside the influence you've got from an early age.
If i was chowon, i'll do the same. reject any imperfections because that's what i've been taught.
you guys know where this chapter stopped in the novel? Thanks for the replies in advance (▰˘◡˘▰)
what chapter is this on the novel? I NEED ANSWERS BECAUSE THERE'S A CLIFFHANGER HUHUHUHUUHH
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I aint the only one who thinks that chapter 87 will be very fucking hot, right?
I'm waiting for his character development and lmao when I see you guys transform to clowns. For those who are team cain lol
Wait next chapter
I honestly think the author won't be able to show the Character development well. And then the Cain shippers will go mad when jooin does end up with yahwi. I have yahwi from the beginning btw haha,I understand what u wanna say.
I've read so many stories, the semes' personality is pretty much the same so I don't hate toxic main seme lol
Same here, I'm unfazed after reading so many yaoi with the same prototype semes. Like what did ppl expect?? Also the RAWS seem interesting. But really tho just showing that Cain might be worse than yahwi doesn't justify yahwi's actions. And ofc jooin , he's so fucking dumb like bro you're a college student how tf do you not have self respect and brain cells to use. Last but not the least, ppl who are literally starting wars and even threatening other ppl over this fictional work , not letting others enjoy a COMIC............srsly you guys need help.
I'm waiting for character development
*sips tea* (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I'm waiting for Yahwi's character development and laugh at your asses that hated him in the early chapters (▰˘◡˘▰)
Well, I'd like yahwi to have a character development too but that doesn't excuse everything that he's done to jooin either (▰˘◡˘▰)
PERIODDD EXACTLY
i've read too many cruel yaoi manga, so this doesnt really affect me that great but yeah, i get your point
I ain't gonna ignore Chowon's development here. My thoughts are as follows.
1. He woke up calmly (reason is because he just survived an accident). Despite his secretary (?) invading his phone's privacy, he calmly talked to him. He did not question his secretary's (?) decision because he already forsee what is suppose to happen. That's a step for development in my opinion.
2. He actually grabbed the opportunity to apologize to the people he once treated badly. He thought of a way to be able to talk to Heesoo and apologize to him in his state.
3. He's mentally unstable yet he talked to Heesoo in such a refined manner. Although in the end, he trembled. But the fact that he tried to make Heesoo listen to him, BRAVO.
4. Chowon did all these WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM KYUNGSOO. I may be exaggerating but it's the undeniable truth. His secretary (?) might have helped him ensure a meeting with Heesoo but that's it. Kyungsoo is not involved in the process of Chowon contacting the people that hates him.
5. He was afraid in the process of doing so. Imagine, you are raised to be a perfect person only to bury down your pride so you will mature and face your partner confidently.
To those readers who still dislike Chowon, I hope you'll notice these tiny development of his. But still, seriously, Chowon need therapy, PRONTO. I'm beginning to worry for Chowon in the next chapter because clearly he's mentally unstable right now. He's beginning to crumble again because he mustered the courage to these in a hurry. Please Chowon, please rest your mind and heart, PLEASE.
HEY YOU. BRAVO. You basically organized our thoughts. luv u be safe have a nice day/evening.