ok so heres what i remember:
2 friends, one of which is quiet and has dark hair, his mom has abusive boyfriends and is lowkey creepy and toxic af. he makes a list of traits(of the abusive bf's) so that he will never be like them when hes older or something.
also he's afraid of sex and his friend is like a sex fiend or something and he falls for the dude with dark hair.
yet another BL story where rape is being passed of as romance boooo