
My poor baby liked him for God knows how long, looking for him and when he takes his first time that violent??? With blood?? Did you not see him crying?? If you lobe someone, you want to take care of him.. not make them a punching bag for your pent up rage and emotions. The top doesn't deserve him.. he said even the thought of dating him makes him feel like throwing up... But when he is given the same medicine, he cries and throws a tantrum???? Hypocrisy at its peak.. fk him, my poor baby min omg, you deserved so much better, your first did not have to be that violent my sweet baby I cannot

At this point, this is just traumatizing.. "no matter how much he crumbled" jaekyung isn't a good person, he doesn't even have the basic kindness w human should have towards another human. No amount of love can cure a rotten heart, it will show one way or another. This manhwa is just rape over and over again.

Why would they suddenly start fucking after almost dying? Dead boner?

At first I was also taken aback by the course of events, but after seeing the whole chapter I understood. This time the sex was nor for repelling evil ghosts nor due to lust.
It was pure desperation on both sides. Nok's because of recent gastness and horror. He's still terrified and needs to FEEL it'll be ok. That he's safe. And Jaeshin because he could and still can (but for another reason) lose Nok.
The thing the authors managed to convey it and show us an intercourse fueled not by desire or lust (and which was not an angry sex or a form of punishment etc.) is really praiseworthy ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I hope this is just a prequel to the actual story of min.. I hope he meets a great man who treats him well and not this manipulative hypocrite who rxpes him for his first time