
I love how yikyung is realizing to be careful at reacting to certain situations bc a lot of the times ppl don’t notice when they’re doing behaviors that are habits. The author made him so self aware I love it!! Now I hope they both have just one more convo bout it before the sides end cuz I feel like it would come full circle yknow? Joobin calling him out, yikyung realizing that using sex to solve problems is a habit he needs to break, to him realizing he shouldn’t be passive in every situation his partner is in. I feel like it would make the readers know that he’s grown and will keep growing as this relationship is progressing. And it will also make the relationship more stronger but maybe I’m thinking too much into it? I hope my predictions aren’t that far off

Am I the only one that didn’t like this story? It was just annoying seeing the seme basically subject himself to be a doormat for 10+ yrs and the sexual assault of the uke around chapter 30 rlly wasn’t needed. Even tho it wasn’t glamorizing rape, the trauma of going thru smth like this wasn’t handled correctly and rlly wasn’t needed for the plot. I also did not like the uke himself like i feel sad for him bc of everything his grandfather put him thru but that was lit no excuse in treating the seme like that. I kept reading cuz I wanted to know how it would end and honestly the ending was disappointing bc wdym that piece of shit on his last breath wasn’t fuckin at least murdered for putting the uke thru all that. The mom should’ve took him out honestly if the uke wasn’t gon do it. Basically I’m not tryna be a hater or anything but there were just parts of the plot I rlly didn’t like. I hope I’m not alone abt these criticisms

I actually enjoyed the dynamic between the two main characters a lot, I liked that things weren't perfect from the beginning and they really had to work hard to figure things out between themselves. I think a big part of their problems came from their differences in status (both their secondary gender and economic situation) so seeing Yoosung having to learn to see beyond his privilege was really nice.
I also totally agree the antagonists didn't meet a satisfying end at all! Like did you catch that this evil capitalist megalomaniac scientist ended up being their son's doctor??? That's crazy why would they let him anywhere near their CHILD.
Also yeah they rape scenes were tactless and unnecessary, and didn't fit the tone of the whole story at all I completely skipped them. Odd choice to include it.

Yh I think the dynamic was kinda what I didn’t like. As the story progressed and mc opened up more it felt like their initial relationship plagued whatever progress they had later in the story. Idk how to explain lol but basically even when their relationship changed and they got more closer in the back of my mind I kept thinking that ml shouldn’t have to deal with this and that he deserved better ╥﹏╥
Also you are so right on that crazy fucker of a scientist. I wonder why the author put together a weird ending where he’s their doctor. They didn’t even fully explain the damage from the relationship the mc had with the doctor. I kept thinking that it’s weird that mc is still in communication of the guy who fucked him over. Idk I felt like certain relationships weren’t explored enough

Tbh the idea and beginning wasnt that bad until they digged further into the conflict among the MC's family members. And what worse is that the root of the conflict, that old man, is resolved by a third party aka mad genius scientist alpha. Lets just say the creator isnt fully capable of creating a thorough complete plotline.

Y’all is sex rlly that good? I’m a virgin but I was in a relationship before but it was kinda sexual like he would eat me out a lot but it was never enjoyable and neither is masturbation so I always thought the fmc feeling so much pleasure was all fantasy or sum

I know what you're talking about. My first relationship was with a guy that was decent and he was trying really hard, but I felt nothing at all. I was asking myself: Why are people even doing this? Where is the pleasure? He could lick there for and hour, and nothing Then I met another guy and that was something else. So I understood one thing: if there is no chemistry, it's meh

Believe me I was in your shoes. Even if I was a fervent smut reader, I stayed a virgin until my late 20s. And then, while I was traveling for my 2nd Master’s degree, I met someone in the same dorm who had the same interests and everything. Introvert like me as well, but an experienced manwhore . We developed a good friendship but we knew we were attracted to each other and I lost my virginity to him. I wouldn’t say that we were in love but we discovered that we were really physically compatible, like insanely, and boy oh boy did that switch something in my mind. If you the find the right person and it goes well you’ll even wonder how are you just getting into it now. But it should be at your own pace and moment with someone who counts. Because to this day, years after that relationship I am really glad that it happened the way it did and allowed me discover new things about myself and body that I didn’t know.
Also because we weren’t exclusive, my sex life really took a turn and I regret nothing (⌒▽⌒)
Also, sorry if my writing is a bit jumbled, French is my main language

Yes, it is good. Specially with someone you like. I mean, you don't have to wait for the right one to make it work, but damn, some bodies were make to fuck together.
I lost my V away late than my friends. And the situations were more enjoyable than the sex. And it was like that for a few years and a few people. Until I met a guy in my karate class. And I tell you, athletes fuck so good. Sex with him made me horny all the time. It gets cold when our political opinion got in the way.
Now, when I met my wife, I knew heaven. I'm not as horny all the time as it was with this guy (I'm not as young), but our sex is greater, a lot better. So I say, it is better with someone you like.
Bruh song uyun is literally me. I felt like that my entire and still feel like this too. I’m in the health science major pursuing my bachelor’s so I can join a PA program and all my life I felt so stupid and the only reason I chose this was money but also work in a organization to help developing countries like my home country. I don’t necessarily have a dream but more of I chose this might as well stick with it type shi and I still feel stuck with what I chose cuz I took my time in college and I’m a junior undergraduate but 25 my biggest fear is not getting in my program cuz I keep getting lower grades than what ppl usually get. Everyone I meet that’s a PA track has such good grades and smart and I feel so slow and stupid that I sometimes feel like quitting. Song uyun you are me and I am you
I totally get youu!!! I'm in tourism management now, but I was once doing international relations because I felt like politics was very important not only to me but to my home country. but being surrounded by so many other students who seemed to excel and be way more driven than I could even chalk up to really made me feel so out of place and overwhelmed and behind in academics and in conversations.
when you get to a certain age still unsure about what's right for you while all your peers march on, there's so much dread you're left with. but I hope that you could find comfort in this chapter and realize that you and your efforts are enough! your love for your country and for us other developing countries out there means so much. thank you for your hard work and contributions, I appreciate you more than you know
Omg thank you so much for this! I honestly teared up reading your reply. It was so comforting to hear someone else went through the same thing as me thinking everyone else seems to move forward so confidently. I always wanted to join a non-profit and just help out especially what my country has been thru. I didn’t want to sound like a savior or anything, just wanted to use the skills I have in the future to help out that’s all. Your words really made me feel less alone and reminded me that what I’m are doing does matter even if it does not always feel like it. Thank you for seeing me and for being so kind like you have no idea how much that means right now(ಥ﹏ಥ) ╥﹏╥