
Finally caught up to almost the end and I actually like how taeju reframed himself but I feel so much disappointed in how he didn’t cancel mcs debt. I think mc only forgave him when he saw ml take a knife stab for him and risk dying like that can complicate complete betrayal from someone you love like imagine that didn’t happen? The author definitely knew their relationship would’ve never recovered had that not happen

I’m not gon lie i got an eerie feeling when the plot twist came about and found out that mc actually had dissociative personality. Like all the shit he been thru -rape both in childhood and by iheon and losing his baby. The story did a good job convincing us that mc transmigrated from his world to this one like all other genres but it had a spin to it. His world was actually fake and he had to die to spend his life in his paintings. After that plot twist I don’t know…I actually don’t like ml anymore because wdym mc can’t get his old personality back and he has to stick with the person who made his life hell and I’m supposed to think he’s happy? Yh I don’t believe that. I got an empty feeling after reading this bc I think the author just wants to tie up the story with this “happy ending.” I promise you if the mc didn’t have a bubbly personality no one would be liking this story

Yea I was expecting something like maybe the mc recovering his original personality but I guess the author didn’t know how to tie that in him recovering with ml being a villain. Like how do we just brush off rape with just a bubble personality and making it seem like mc doesn’t care no more and he’s “cured.” Like I get the baby because he’s got the baby he lost back but no way he’s fine after that brief flashback I saw of ml raping mc TIED UP IN ROPES. Imagine already having a trauma with being raped when you’re a child and having to relive that feeling MULTIPLE times tied up or with your ankles broken. That shit gets me sick ngl

Bruh song uyun is literally me. I felt like that my entire and still feel like this too. I’m in the health science major pursuing my bachelor’s so I can join a PA program and all my life I felt so stupid and the only reason I chose this was money but also work in a organization to help developing countries like my home country. I don’t necessarily have a dream but more of I chose this might as well stick with it type shi and I still feel stuck with what I chose cuz I took my time in college and I’m a junior undergraduate but 25 my biggest fear is not getting in my program cuz I keep getting lower grades than what ppl usually get. Everyone I meet that’s a PA track has such good grades and smart and I feel so slow and stupid that I sometimes feel like quitting. Song uyun you are me and I am you

I totally get youu!!! I'm in tourism management now, but I was once doing international relations because I felt like politics was very important not only to me but to my home country. but being surrounded by so many other students who seemed to excel and be way more driven than I could even chalk up to really made me feel so out of place and overwhelmed and behind in academics and in conversations.
when you get to a certain age still unsure about what's right for you while all your peers march on, there's so much dread you're left with. but I hope that you could find comfort in this chapter and realize that you and your efforts are enough! your love for your country and for us other developing countries out there means so much. thank you for your hard work and contributions, I appreciate you more than you know

Omg thank you so much for this! I honestly teared up reading your reply. It was so comforting to hear someone else went through the same thing as me thinking everyone else seems to move forward so confidently. I always wanted to join a non-profit and just help out especially what my country has been thru. I didn’t want to sound like a savior or anything, just wanted to use the skills I have in the future to help out that’s all. Your words really made me feel less alone and reminded me that what I’m are doing does matter even if it does not always feel like it. Thank you for seeing me and for being so kind like you have no idea how much that means right now(ಥ﹏ಥ) ╥﹏╥
I love that they’re so horny for each other