i really love the unique story and the art style. but the portrayal of PTSD is so real and explicit, its a bit too overwhelming. i just need to take a break from reading. its sad that mc's life is ruined because he was SA'd. he always fall back to square one whenever he's haunted by his past. even though he's willing to overcome trauma on his own, he keeps on making poor decisions due to traumatic stress.
im side eyeing those people who commented how the uke should get used to all the ghosts surrounding him. but im sure if u were in his situation youd also experience nightmares and prolly run the fuck out of that place. he did not ask for all the shit that keeps on happening to him, and he most definitely do not want to stay with a man rough sexing him every time they meet. give him a breakkk
finally caught up with all the updates. i dropped this 2 years ago because of all the angst. i also remember that the flashbacks are dragging so long and the couple is barely progressing with their relationship. itll probably take more than 120 chapters to complete the story considering its slow pacing. ill drop this again for now and prolly return after a year or so.
IF YOU NEED A REASON TO READ THE STORY THIS IS THE REASON.
the story is so good like i literally NEED to binge read all of the chapters in one night! at first i was hesitant to read bc i thought it would be boring since i did not see any xxx scenes based on the preview images. i even had to double check if its tagged under yaoi. BUT BOY WAS I WRONG THE SMEX SCEMES ARE TO DIE FOR (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
its a perfect romance, comedy, and fantasy story that follows the couple from childhood friends to adults. they were never enemies, but two friends who are always involve in fights caused by adults affairs. in fact, the two only trust each other more than anyone else. from exploring each others body during their coming of age until they grow into adults that love spending intimate nights after an exhausting clan war. DEFINITELY WORTH READING!
finally a story where the seme genuinely cares for the uke. the uke is also strong and smart not some whiney bitch.
Sorry I meant to upvote not downvote!