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The next update gonna be at July 30... Author took a mini haitus!

Uhmmm... so senju, WELCOME TO TAKEMICHY HAREM! Hina and Mikey are the Captain and Vice. Members are Chifuyu, Inupi, Kakucho, Draken, The mizzo Middle Five (Takemichy Group of Friend, especially akun) and basically half Of Tomans Main members and and probably alot more I don't remember... But eh! I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR STAY!ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ

Riftan is the Boy who snuck in to see maxi, and no one can change my mind!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Maximilian Learning Magic Is Coming!

So I just found out about this And I thought I should share it... cause Idk I found it depressing and I thought maybe you all could be depressed with me...(づ￣ ³￣)づ

(Not really a spoiler but kinda?)

Maxi didn't have Autism (Lack Of Speach) because of The Abuse. Maxi was born with Autism. That was the reason she was getting abused. At the age of 8 when her so called father realise her daughter couldn't speak properly, he decided that by starving her daughter to death, by making her feel like the most unimportant person thier is, by Whipping her Body every time She stutters reciting a poem (A very complicated one, That people at the age of 20-30 even have a hard time reading... she was 8.), Maxi would stop stuttering.

In simple tense... My gurl was abused, starved, and mistreated for some shit she couldn't control.

And I'm just hear wondering. What kind of thoughts were wondering in her head? Did she ask herself why this was happening? Why was her Father doing this? Did she ask herself "Why me?" ?

The way Maximilian lost her confidence... was it a coping mechanism?

By telling herself That she was at fault, that because she desrved the beating, she felt less pain than she often does.

Did the reason she lost all her confidence, because she kept trying to convince herself that she was getting abused because she deserved it?

I'm not asking you to Like/Love Maxi Like we do (Because Some/Most of us may adore maxi, because we understand where she's coming from. Her anxiety, Depression, Insecurities, and Etc. Some people out here may now how it feels to have the feelings/thoughts maximilian has.)

We simply want you to try and understand her chacter, But if you can't then that's also fine you tried and thats what matters, (and this is not an insult) because yes Everyone can find a person/chacter they just simply can't understand, Just don't straight up hate that chacter because of that. Try to understand them 1st, and if you really can't then that's fine, what matters is that you tried.

Ps: And If you can... please apply that mindset in real life, you don't know how much it means to people who undergo through this kinda sh*t when someone tries to understand them.

Nah... cause I like Takemichi Being Weak But strong willed, Because That's What He symbolize.


But This Time I actually Want him to grow strong! (Personal Opinion, It's Ok If Ya'll want him to stay The same... But I would just love to see him kicking some actual ass（/TДT)/ )

Also Can we Talk about How Hina is so F*cking Understanding? ╥﹏╥

Am I the only one ho doesn't Hate Therion? Like I get why he got Hurt and Why his doing all of this... personaly still would kill him if he actually Betrayed Kaia...

Me Going to Therion If He actually Betrays Them:
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Therion For me (Untill He does Some BS) I view him as neglected child, atleast based on what I remember in his part of te story, I get he does this to prove himself to his family... He wants to be seen as himself and not his Brother, I literally remember someone scolding him for correcting his mother that his not his brother, that he should just let her mother be and let him believe His The older brother, and It's been like that since he was young (Again based on what I remember from his side of te story, his Borther died when he was still very young) and ended up growing in a different person identity, everyone wants him to live that Identity atleast for the sake of his mothers sanity, and his mother can't seem to accept the fact that his therion, his own person, (And I can't even hate his mom because she simply couldn't handle it, it wasn't her choice to loose her sanity, Therion simply became a victim of that.) And he does this in the hoped that if does/archive something Amazing (Or Idk what to call it!), His family (More specifically her Mother) can see him as Him and not his Brother.

And his hurt... His hurt that he was excluded, his hurt because maybe for a brief moment he felt loved and accepted for who he was and not as somebody else, maybe for a brief moment he truly felt accepted, that someone saw him for him inside that Castle.

I just kinda wish he doesn't do Anything Stupid! I just wish he'll switch sides! Because if he actually betrays them... Therion you'll really be like your brother... A Dead Body...

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I ain't gonna protect manhwa riftan, because yes he was being a big d*ck, but I thought maybe this could lighten everyone's mood or see riftan in a new light (kinda a spoiler, but not as the same time? It's more like a cute moment between maxi and riftan.)


Maxi Menstruation and How she explain menstration to her dear husband...

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While he briefly warmed his cold body before the fire, the diligent servants brought a bathtub full of hot water into the room.

Riftan has been begging her to take a bath together without fail. Max was stiff and then announced with an awkward face, that she was "unclean". Riftan looked confused.

"If you're not clean, you can wash with me."

She was a little shocked that a man who did everything could say such insensitive things.

After coming to Anatol, she had her menstruation only four times, once when he was out of the castle, and the other three times, when he was too busy to know. That is why there has been no need to give such an embarrassing explanation. She stuttered out with a look of shame.

"Well, it's that day...."

"That day?"

Max looked up at him with a tearful look. My husband, who I thought was the most perfect man in the world, had a face like an idiot.

She rolled her eyes at the look of not being able to get a clue. How on earth can you explain the ordeal you are going through while maintaining dignity?

"So... in the future, for a week... relationship, the relationship between husband and wife. You, you can't, you can't... I mean it's a condition."

"What the hell does that mean?"

Riftan's face hardened.

“Don't line up words I can't understand, but explain them straight. Are you rejecting me now?”

Max opened her mouth blankly. Indeed, it seemed to be recognizable only if everything had been said. She cried out in tears and misery.

"He, there's blood... Hmm, it's flowing!"

The color faded from Riftan's face. Mac opened her eyes wide at the sight of his sun-tanned smooth face turning white like a blank sheet. He scanned every nook and cranny of her body with a startling nervousness.

“Blood is flowing… where? How did you get hurt? Show me. You're going to have to treat it right away!"

Max was agitated with fear that he would really check where the blood was flowing. But Riftan seemed more frightened than she was. Max desperately dissuaded Riftan, who was trying to strip her of her clothes and identify where the problem occurred.

"Oh, no! All, all, all, all right! I'm not hurt!"

"You said you were bleeding!"

Oh my god. He really seemed to have no idea what a woman had to go through regularly. Max couldn't tell whether to burst into laughter or scream. First, I decided to calm him down and said as calmly as I could.

"This, all of this world... When woman are old enough to get married... Gyu, you bleed regularly. It's very... very natural. Yu, nanny says... I have grown enough to have children....It's proof."

"Are you sure? You're not really sick or hurt, are you?

Max nodded firmly. Riftan stared at her face with a suspicious glance and then asked while frowning.

"And where the hell are you bleeding from?"

She turned red like a red beet. I never dreamed I'd be in such an embarrassing situation. Do I really have to tell you everything about my sins?

After a long pause, Max whispered in his ear, even though there was no one else in the room. I don't know how many more times I'll be going through this. It would be better to explain properly so that we don't get into such an embarrassing situation anymore.

"That's... is that true?"

Upon hearing her explanation, Riftan looked down at her with his eyes wide open as if he could not believe it. His complexion was still pale.

"Are you sure? It's... it's normal for blood to flow from there?"

"Well, it's perfectly normal! It's what all women go through."

"This must have happened before. Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Da, of course... I thought you knew, you knew it. Usually... I heard there's no need to explain this. And the nanny also... if I tell you... Oh, she said you' d know..”

Surprisingly, his cheeks turned a little red. Riftan made excuses in a loud voice, as if to justify his ignorance.

"Maxi, I grew up in a mercenary squad full of men. After I became a knight, I spent my whole life going on expeditions.
What the hell do I know about women?"

END

This was where they both started to get closer already... also notice how maxi didn't sutter that much?
Credits to: Ainosz
From: Novel Forum

Nah cause dispite how frustred I am of the fact that they did riftans potrayal so dirty, I live for the fact that everyone here is being protective of maxi... let's all stay like this and cry together when maxi can stand and protect herself...*Wiping my imaginary tear away*