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This new year is just so depressing. I just left my job and I'm struggling a lot inside. I've been having so much panic attacks lately since my best friend died, my slef esteem is so low that I can't even convince myself to go out. I'm so grossed out of myself and I'm being so mean and unfair to myself that I started feeling bad abt myself lmao. I truly just hope that next year's a better year. I just wanna be able to breathe freely.