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yo, all of this feels like mc's back story, and his present is where he's with a real man, like a real man he deserves. based on my experience with many ukes with past relationship trauma, this kind of first love is one of the main reason. (geez I imagine them breaking up at some point then meeting up as adults then this trsh seme wants to go back with uke and trigger his bad/traumatic memories of high school. that's when wholesome future seme comes to the picture then shoo him away)
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Do you guys think they kissed?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shadow_queen/uu/d_chapter-36/pg-5/
my heart aches for Julius. he did came back as he promised, but it pains me to think that he was aware of in which manner he'll be able to come back. Ó╭╮Ò