hii guys! so i want to resd the novel but dont know which chapter to start with if i ended on chapter 115 in the manhwa...please help *dogeza*
You're not gonna like my answer. I'd suggest reading from chapter 1. Seriously. A lot has been left out in the manwha and tho I understand the choices, readers miss out on the inner monologues the characters have and it's such a shame. I seriously don't think this is one of those you can jump into the novel when you start off the manhwa. Then again, I could be wrong. Just stating my opinion.
okay i would just like to ask, what did kirin mean by 5 years or 3 years? at the part where the seme looked as if he'll go into a murder spree? enlighten me fls
I believe he means, or is rather begging Kangmoo to hold back his urges. You can see throughout the side story that Kangmoo is slipping and it’s getting hard for him to resist his murderous urges. If he succumbed to such urges it would turn everything in their life upside down. Hence why Kirin begs him to hang on. I’m probably explaining it terribly, it’s something so nuanced and complicated, which is to be expected considering their relationship though
I'm totally speechless rn, I've read this 79 chaptered story in 4 hours i mean whut!? that's how much i like it geez it's even scary to think that this is so fucked up and that is exactly why i love it so much. Pleasure really is satisfying when it comes from pain. geeezzz i really love it, i can't even collect my thoughts on how and why. I love the author too and this is honestly the first time in my 2 n a half years of reading manga/hua/hwa wherein i read the author's note od chapter without skipping. Seriously and i was also listening to MUSE's songs while reading the special chapters (ch60+ to 79) damnst it made the reading experience much better. I just love it seriously, the flow of the story, the plot, the character, the development ugh I'm looking forward to forgetting anything about this and reading it after 2 years or so. I also wish i could buy a physical book. This is something that i wouldn't wanna forget.
If the auhor thought that side story would give me a peace of mind about aerak and heeno, she/he should think again ┗( T﹏T )┛ anw it's scary how this is so realistic yet unrealistic either. I just love it so much, the plot, the pairings even tho it all started to be fucked up, and the art too it took me some time to get used to it tho. I love it, i really do! such a GREAT READ!
SPOILER ***** + a lot of rambles i don't even understand what i said, myself.
NO SHUT UP! I CAN'T EVEN COLLECT MY THOUGHTS RN IM LITERALLY CRYING WTF
okay so when it was about to end maybe 4 chapters before the last i started ranting abt how the story revolves around jimmy and especially ethan's past, pain, and traumas but we never really got a satisfying ending or healing rather, regarding that topic. but- that was just my dumb ass ranting since i haven't read the following chapters till the end and when i did, damn i cried i literally did. I can't relate but i felt so much sympathy, and realized a lot of things, and thought maybe that ending for ethan was good enough. AND BRO I SWEAR, WHEN ETHAN CRIED AT JIMMY'S PERFORMANCE DAMN I CRIED TOO AND WHEN THEY FINALLY KISSED, I CRIED TOO WHERE THE FUCK DOES THIS TEARS COME FROM!????
so the only thing that keeps my anxiety up and about is JIMMY, yes sir, WE NEVER EVEN GOT TO KNEW WHAT TF IS HIS PROBLEM, HIS SIDE &/ HIS STORY I MEAN WTF!? Is this really the end? My anxiety cant- please TT
so yea, i just made an ending in my mind where jimmy faced he's own demons and traumas and ethan will always and forever be by his side.
I just love them both, the fucked up plot, the characters, the art, how it all messed up my mind, i love it, yea.
AHHHHHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! it's sooo freakin fresh for some reasons. pwease recommend some similar works ┗( T﹏T )┛