yaoi REALLY needs to stop romanticizing rape gay smut does NOT need it, no smut does i need the top to kill himself and the bottom to find love with someone else.
if you just wanna write rape scenes just write hentai bruh don't try to make it a "romance" and have them end up together "happily." nothing he does can change the fact that he brutally violated him so many times. there's nothing he can do to "deserve" him. rape isn't forgiveable.