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i don't really like media manhwa/manga/shows etc. with a female lead. i just don't like the way that females are portrayed in media. especially if it happens to be romance and the relationship with the ml.
idk i love real life women (this sound incel af lmao) and have good relationships irl this just pertains to online media. maybe i just had a bad impression, but idk. this can't just be me? i just can't find it in me to read or watch anything if a female is the mc. maybe give me something good idk if i'll read it though RIP

I really love blue lock, tokyo revengers, and wind breaker (the manga). I'm looking for similar recommendations! I want the art to be similar too, so "modern" as opposed to an old school style. please help bro i need something to read

hey guys!! i've been wanting to get into makeup for a while, but am not sure how to go about it. i'm not really looking for full glam just light coverage for an everyday look. i'm not a complete noob, so I know what everything is (mostly). just overall tips on what products/brands to purchase! and best ways to apply! if it's of any help i'm asian and a uni student. thank you :)

i feel so listless. like i've never and will never amount to anything. and idk it doesn't feel like it's just in a self-deprecating sense. i don't have any dreams or aspirations. i don't really like being around anyone but i force it when needed. i have simple hobbies that i think i pretend to like more than i actually do. i fear that i have no love for no person, no thing, and not myself. like i don't have a personality. i go to uni and plan to go to med school, but it is not for myself. when i was younger i would tell my mom that i had no dreams and she would get so angry at me. she doesn't believe that people can have no dreams. is that so abnormal? i just wish to have a humble life by myself, but even then i feel i will always be empty. growing up i've always had sxcidal thoughts, but now that i'm older it feels like i was so stupid. there's no point in dying. but is living like this even living? is there any point to anything i do? to wake up, study, eat, work, indulge in simple pleasures?

i wanted to have tea. i saw that we had green tea in the house. so i brewed it and drank it. it was so good i brewed a second. now my stomach is in fucking shambles. i looked at the tea packet and am realizing it's my moms asian probiotic green tea that she get's at this sketchy ass shop that definitely has some laxatives in it.
i feel like i might die bro.
never drinking tea again fuckkkk