
I was actually going through this plot at some point in life. It's tiring and frustratingly sad. Miserable. It was hard to change mindsets but once I've finally accepted the loneliness, it wasnt so bad. I was able to do a lot more and go out more as well. I did things that i wanted to do with him but didnt have the opportunities to do so. I'm not putting the blame on him for the situations but i dont want to blame myself for ending up with those situations myself. I'm too mentally drained to think that way. The thing is, a few weeks after that, man came crying and clung to me all throughout after confronting me for the shift on being "individualistic on another level". We're still together so i guess this manga will also be that way. As much as i want mc to leave that jerk, well... Hey, i kept mine, no?
dammn let him misunderstand that it's not his kid with mc aljfkdkck