God stop being such a brat and get a life. You sound desperate for someone to pay attention to you. Maybe you're life would be better if you didn't think everyone is out to get you. Yes people are fake and life is hard but you are not helping yourself. Stop trying to act like "not other girls" if shit is that hard do something about it. You shit is actually happening Dhs or the law would look into it. You sound desperate, based off of what you read you want a "found family" or a typical trope.