i don’t get it and i’ve reread this 15 times already. someone please explainnnn
Kid sexually abused by his father is left with only his mother. One day his mother leaves and he never sees her again for a year. He stops attending school and his form teacher gets worried so he visits him in person. They slowly warm up to each other until suddenly the kid’s mother appears and says she’s going to leave him again and they’ll never see each other. This is because she says he’s looking more like him day by day and she can’t stomach seeing him again after knowing what he did to his own son. In light of this new information, he tries to commit suicide before the teacher rushes in and saves him. He says he cares and loves him only for the kid to react in an inappropriate way and state that he only feels lust for him and only wants to fuck him. The teacher, who has his own repressed trauma of an over bearing and toxically strict parent who didn’t even allow him to masturbate because it’s “dirty”, releases all of his repressed emotions and rape him. From here, the kid uses this to sexually torture the teacher because he “loves” him. The kid gets another call from his mother saying that she would like him to move in with him and live together like a family again. This triggers him and he runs off into the forest, the teacher running after him. In the end they confess that they need each other as they were the first ones to be a genuine love for one another. Despite being toxic for each other, they don’t seem to be capable with being with anyone else. TL;DR, traumatised kid forms a toxic relationship with repressed form teacher.
anyone have the link to the raw chapters?