Tbh... I still kinda find it weird seeing the same artstyle in a non-apocalyptic scenario, lol. Especially that guy Noah and the MC, really reminds me of those two protagonists in A Dead Crow's Stare. I'm not trying to spout anything negative, I'm just saying...
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Instead of shooting myself or drinking poison (?) Sorry, it's been a long time since I saw and read this manhwa, I would rather jump off a cliff since drowning won't be an option either, I think dying works best if you break every bone from your body or if you pulled every limbs apart... Well, I'm just saying...
Oh yeah... There were no signs of gunshots on her body... So the tearing every limb and jumping off a cliff won't work either. Then... Just runaway?
Well, the male lead is trash and I love it! I read manhwas to amplify the pain that I'm feeling in reality, I can't and I don't know how to cry while facing my own problems, but I can only do that if I read trash male leads like him. I found the perfect manhwa that can describe my reality by the way, it's "Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess" reading that made me cry... A lot.