Ugh I knew the middle of the chapter was too peaceful and sweet… it was the calm before the storm
Damn what a cheap way the author decided to sweep the whole incident aka seme being trash under the rug and have uke guilt tripped into forgiving seme for lying and not keeping promises
I’m at ch 65 and I’m kinda annoyed at the uke- I’m not sure if this was done on purpose or not but when that guy who asked uke to lose the competition so he could win asked to met up to apologize, uke say something like “I didn’t ask for your apology I don’t have to accept it or forgive you” which is valid, but then goes to the coffee shop guy he pushed down the stairs to apologize for what he did, and when coffee shop guy had an angry outburst telling uke to stop coming by uke thought to himself “why are they doing this to me” … like uke should just apologize then leave. He should’ve never started the waterworks and take his own advice, they don’t have to accept nor forgive you… idk it was just all so hypocritical. Was it done on purpose to mean something since it all happened within like 2 chapters
The only non cliche thing ab this entire bl is the super green flag excessively kind alpha seme. I didn’t read too much to know why he was so kind to a rando omega but I’m not interested. Uke does all, and says all the typical weak omega cliches
Dropped ch 10. There’s holes in the story already- she doesn’t want to follow in the og villainous footsteps and die, she’s scared of the evil instincts of the og, so she spares the life of that sex trafficking scum to remain “clean of murder”, but in doing so she left loose ends bc he knows her power now… if he knows her power he becomes a liability to haunt her in the future and she may die. And it’s way more evil to keep him alive so he can sex traffic more kids than killing him. I was flabbergasted when she saved that scum, she doesn’t wanna be evil and die yet being a bystander to his future crimes is ok?!? If he and his goons are dead, her secret is safe. Idk I can’t stand “holier than thou” I shall nvr kill my abusers bc (insert dumbahh reason) fls. Sucks bc it started off so promising too
This is confusing asf. I read the side stories first bc I wasn’t vibing with the summary of ghostly rapings in the main story. So imagine my surprise when I read the side stories about cute Highschool couples and thought I’d give the main a try to see it’s historical??? And they’re different ppl?? Then who tf are those boys in the side i tried reading the main story but could not follow along
There’s so many unfinished storylines that nvr got justice: uke not confessing brad gave him head and him having thoughts of fucking brad on many occasions, ukes trashy boss and workplace outcome, if Kate and Lizzie are gonna be ok, did seme sell himself in their 6 month breakup to make a living, and seme wants kids and uke is dead set on it nvr happening to the point of murder-suicide yet allows semes sperm to be frozen for a “maybe” situation?!?
Honestly uke is trash in the aspect of “I’ll murder him if he cheats but I am an exception to this rule and can borderline cheat” it was so annoying the many times uke got close to cheating with brad, and the time he jump straight into thinking ab fucking brad after their breakup was just wow. Looking back I think it was a self harm act but it’s still so hypocritical that if seme went to duck immediately after breaking up he’d have a mental breakdown.
They are so toxic for eachother and should’ve stayed broken up the first time. If I remember correctly there is no special reason uke loves seme aside from his looks so it’s a wonder their relationship lasted so long despite ukes craziness and semes nonchalantness. Seme wanting kids is valid, uke not wanting seme to donate sperm is also valid, no matter what decision is made, one will nvr truly be satisfied or happy and in this case seme will nvr have that fulfillment of having kids. I think they need other ppl who share the same future outlook bc I cannot see their relationship lasting. This was a crazy read I was flabbergasted every chapter with the progression and ukes crazy pov and how seme is ok with it
I wish there were tags indicating there is a virgin uke x experienced seme trope in this bl to prevent me from wasting my time and feeling so IRRATIONALLY irritated. Couldn’t make it past ch 9 when they were gonna do the deed for the first time with uke being completely clueless on sex and seme boasting about his sex skills. Nothing drives me more insane than this damned trope. Why did seme even have to mention it, I could’ve continued and enjoyed this if he hadn’t irked me so bad bc this bl is actually good but my preferences hinder me. I love me a promiscuous uke and virgin seme but the other way around makes me wanna pull my hair out. I updated Baka-updates for future readers checking tags to decide if something is worth reading or not bc, although rare, Ik im not the only one with this IRRATIONAL hate. (╬￣皿￣)凸 damn I’m gonna get so many downvotes for my opinions but I have to get this irk of my chest before I explode
Shit I didn’t read this bc Ik it had rape and prostitution in it but saw clips on tiktok showing them in a fluffy stage in their relationship so I decided to jump right into ch 63+ past the bs and I have now been reading backwards for context and found out that if uke IS pregnant it resulted from rape…typical. I hope uke gives seme a worthwhile chasing arc full of groveling but alas that is but a dream. If he has that rapists baby he’ll need him nearby to help raise the baby. Ahhhhgh it’s so disappointing
I’ve been reading this on and off and just binged like 35 chapters and seme is a green flag in a red flag situation. It’s kinda tiring to read about. They both have such low self esteem and confidence when it comes to their relationship bc of ukes trauma and promiscuous past. I’m just glad that even though they still have doubts and wild imaginations about the worst, the communication comes fast to resolve it
On ch 24 where seme just broke it off with uke and uke is having trouble accepting it. I’m taking a mental break from the second hand embarrassment I feel from uke clinging on to someone who does not want him. Desperation is not a good look and uke is looking foolish. He has no self respect and pride. And from the cmts it’s seems even 25 chapters later uke is still kissing ass to a trash seme. Was it ever explained why seme broke it off? Bc I refuse to continue reading ab the ukes embarrassing chasing and begging antics.
He should’ve let the yakuza gangrpe that fat piece of shit too… put a trash bag over his head so the yakuza won’t go soft. Now that would’ve been satisfying and just
I’m happy he went along with the phone sex bc it would’ve been embarrassing asf
Y’all blaming blonde guy??? I am almost certain the mastermind is taesung by the way he was calmly watching the beat down happen to the guy he hates. Blondie has not shown any sign of being a wolf in sheeps clothing, while Taesung has
Those skeptical in reading this bc of the kidnapping, confinement, dubious consent I’ll spoil it for you ch 1-5. If you don’t want to know everything but only the main points here: theres a zombie apocalypse, uke has amnesia and wrongly misjudged semes actions, seme did not eat his leg, he made a plan to have sex with seme to get semes hairpin to unlock door and escape hence the “dubious consent” don’t read further if still want to know the plot!!
It’s been 9 yrs into a zombie apocalypse world, uke has been surviving with his bf and a group of ppl and his leg has frostbite. His group turned on him in hunger wanting to eat him, but seme saved him by bringing him to a bunker.
Semes parents were doomsday preppers and created a self sustaining bunker even before the apocalypse and raised seme there teaching his survival skills. It gets a little confusing bc of translation, but I think semes dad went out and never came back, and mom went out later on to find the dad leaving seme as a child alone and lonely.
Uke felt so betrayed by his bf and group that he became depressed resulting in self harm then developed amnesia from before the apocalypse even started, so he lost 9 yrs of memories as a coping mechanism. He thought seme kidnapped, confined, and mutilated him. But in reality seme has been keeping uke safe, warm, and fed. Seme didn’t tell uke the truth bc he feared uke would return to his depressed self harming state.
Uke manages to escape by suggesting sex as a way to steal semes hairpin so he can unlock the door and enters the apocalyptic world thinking it was normal, but encounters a zombie triggering his memories. He returns and thats all Ik up to ch 5.
Bruh went to the cmts for spoilers bc ain’t no way y’all saying this shit good and seme is a green flag but I’m seeing cmts and pics of a guy (possibly the seme) eating a leg and some saying he sawed of ukes leg and kidnapped and confined him?!? I just want some mf spoilers before I read potential bs. I wanna know if there’s dubious consent or rape or not bc I don’t wanna read that
Dropped at ch 15. Man I really wanted to like this but there are too many annoying characters and not enough likeable ones to balance it out