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Those skeptical in reading this bc of the kidnapping, confinement, dubious consent I’ll spoil it for you ch 1-5. If you don’t want to know everything but only the main points here: theres a zombie apocalypse, uke has amnesia and wrongly misjudged semes actions, seme did not eat his leg, he made a plan to have sex with seme to get semes hairpin to unlock door and escape hence the “dubious consent” don’t read further if still want to know the plot!!





It’s been 9 yrs into a zombie apocalypse world, uke has been surviving with his bf and a group of ppl and his leg has frostbite. His group turned on him in hunger wanting to eat him, but seme saved him by bringing him to a bunker.

Semes parents were doomsday preppers and created a self sustaining bunker even before the apocalypse and raised seme there teaching his survival skills. It gets a little confusing bc of translation, but I think semes dad went out and never came back, and mom went out later on to find the dad leaving seme as a child alone and lonely.

Uke felt so betrayed by his bf and group that he became depressed resulting in self harm then developed amnesia from before the apocalypse even started, so he lost 9 yrs of memories as a coping mechanism. He thought seme kidnapped, confined, and mutilated him. But in reality seme has been keeping uke safe, warm, and fed. Seme didn’t tell uke the truth bc he feared uke would return to his depressed self harming state.

Uke manages to escape by suggesting sex as a way to steal semes hairpin so he can unlock the door and enters the apocalyptic world thinking it was normal, but encounters a zombie triggering his memories. He returns and thats all Ik up to ch 5.