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I’m 4 chapters in and not really feeling it bc I can sense the fl is too nice aka will forgive all those who abused and belittled her, which is an ass move. I can’t judge too much on the story since I barely read it, but you’d think in her past 14 miserable lives, in one of them she starts pulling her pants up and better her life. Unless she’s tried and failed a couple times and is at her current suicidal mentality, which I’m hoping is the case. If not, she’s not too bright.