I wasn’t a big fan of this bc the uke was made out to be a fool in love at the end and that’s bs. Im glad I skimmed through this and not further waste my time. My personal preference is the seme has to be the fool, he has to fall first, fall harder, and is completely smitten by the uke. This bl did not meet all of my preferences and I hate seeing the uke be made a joke bc seme couldn’t bother to communicate his plans.
They're both guarded. Ofc it's not gonna be easy for them. The way i see it, seme was the one fool in love, which I think was kinda obvious. Uke is just more guarded, & he was not made a joke. It just so happens that the plan wasn't communicated immediately, and it wasn't like he didn't want to. He tried reaching out for a week. They are complex characters with complex personalities that needs deeper understanding. And in the end, the seme still came running to uke
I’ve caught up now and I think his job is honorable and badass like why is he ashamed of killing scum of the earth??! Hiding his secret doesn’t make the secret or him bad. I’d be proud asf if I was a vigilante killing shit ppl and understand the need for secrecy. Honestly hope he keeps killing
I think he hates his life BECUASE he couldn’t be truthful to the one he loves, and of course ur gonna hide being a killer whether ur proud or ashamed bc you’ll be jailed??? Idk maybe I’m thinking from my perspective, but if I had the background and skill, I’d kill all the rapists, traffickers, abusers in the world and sleep good asf at night dreaming of rainbows and sunshine
so true I'd kill all of the rapists, traffickers, and abusers too if i could, i feel like people are misunderstanding what you're saying because to be frank rapists, traffickers, abusers, and people that hurt innocent people on purpose deserve what's coming to them all you really said was that his profession shouldn't be shameful because he is quite literally getting rid of bad people that constantly get away with hurting innocent civilians(example: gangs) though i think he hates his life because he never got a choice be was born and raised to be a killer but wasn't allowed to think about what he wanted for himself or allowed to try and achieve his dreams
i dont mean hide from the world but from him. ik what u mean but he never liked living and had no motivation, hes done what people have told him to since he was young, n literally didnt fall in love till he met bro so he tried to change his image and got a whole ahh new apartment n everything. youd be proud of course but imagine someone seeing you being apart of the lowest careers in society morally, when you want them to appreciate you. seems like a dilemma to him
I was on the fence about reading this, but decided to anyways and stopped to come read spoilers when fl offered to treat the “monster” aka red head aka a 2nd love interest that killed his wife… anyways I also read that she’s pregnant… Ik it’s a hot take but pregnancy and babies ruin a fl and the story UNLESS it happens at the very end or in side stories. All in all I really wanted to like this but I won’t recover seeing potential romantic tension between fl and red head
I marked this as “already read” but could not remember how it ended- so I reread it and now Ik why I didn’t remember… I dropped it midway when underage seme met and fucked that guy and didn’t put a note to not read this sad disturbing shit. And to find out ukes mom SA him later on too… glad I nvr finished reading this.
Made it to chapter 5 but I can’t handle it. I tried. I really tried to like this but omg why am I so irritated at every little thing?!? I hate how in her second life she tried to change by being the best but was still ignored, then resorted to just staying in the shadow and get humiliated and belittled by her trash father.
In her past life she was an actual cruel bitch, and I hoped in her new life after her first strategy of being the perfect daughter didn’t work out, that she would just decide to be a nasty little girl who refuses to take shit. Like what else does she have to lose? Being grounded even more?? Instead of being docile to her abuse, or being and outright tyrant, I wish the author would’ve made her personality meet in the middle of just right, then it’d be more entertaining and satisfying to read.
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In the second the life, she never wanted to be the "best"or the "perfect daughter", she just wanted to be a "good" person by not repeating the mistakes she made in her previous life. She wanted to repent. And she has always been ignored by the sperm doner. And what do you mean by made her personality "meet in the middle of just right"?
That was an unlike
Lol ok