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All i want is the raws dude

Sadly but it does. Entertainment industry is darker than it portrays in tvs and the internet. Yes it does.
One sample. Jang jayeon who killed herself on 2009. You can search it up on the net.

I looked it up .. and WTF her manager only got one year in prison!! ..this is so sad .. i really cant get the mentality of actor/singer who goes through that !! Why keep doing it why not run away from the industry or quit acting or report them instead of enduring all this pain and suffering .. it is really a scary world out there

Yess. Unfortunately, Ive seen an interview of her friend who stand as a witness for her case, and it is said that most idols there are indebted financially to the agency so they cant leave as they want (from all the meals, clothes they wear and use, and personal needs). Aside from the fact that they are in a contract with the agency so leaving would be a breach of contract.

I think he just really likes the innocent type. Like the lead that had experience but was still kinda naive and innocent. He just has a type. And now the guy he slept with was MOREEEEEE innocent than he expected. He usually acts like a playboy but turns out not to be. Thats what attracts him.

And its not just in yaoi like that. People just love to be the first in line. The bottoms also love it of the Top is a virgin and otherway around. And if you get older you dont really care about that. Because its ALMOST impossible to meet a 25 year old thats a virgin. (both male and female)

And for me. I would like my partner also to be a virgin. Just like me. But thats bc of religious beliefs hence I am a muslim.

I think this also happens in real life, you feel proud when you know you are someone's first is like..... I can't explain the feeling but the feeling you feel toward that person is deeper, also when you sleep with a virgin it is very hard for you to forget that person because you were their first.

I'm 29 and was one of the rarities that didn't lose my v-card until I was 21. My on-again/off-again boyfriend was also a Virginia and he was almostb25 at the time and also a virgin (he was the shy, cute type that couldn't talk to girls). I had a lot of relationship experience (dated 4 before him) and he had none. We had....an interesting dynamic. Anyway. Our first time was forceful in his part, but I was so shy with my body (not my words) that that was probably the only way I was ever going to lose it. Lol. We broke up for a year and now we've been steady for 7 years now (not because of our first time but just emotional immaturity on his part and I had a lot of personal issues with my home life). He's never been with anyone else and I was with one other guy in that year. I really regret that one other guy. Its not like I'm pure by any means because I love me some kinky shit and always have. He's super vanilla. But I wish that he had been my only. Part of me needed that second experience, but the other part--the part that held onto him--wanted nothing more for him to be the only one I let in. Regardless of boy or girl, when you let someone into your body, its a sort of trust you hand them because they can very easily hurt you whether you want them to or not. To find out that you're the first for someone is a huge turn on because of that and especially if you're the jealous/possessive type. I didn't think I was that at all. I certainly wasn't with my other bfs, but with him all that goes out the window. I get to look at all the other girls, hear about the girls he liked in the past and know that there's something I have that they never did and never will.

Having a type don't give him the right to call him easy in chapter 21. I low key notice the slut shaming in each story i read. Love is a spark between 2 people and everything else don't really matter . It's about meeting the right one finding a soul mate and unbreakable bond not by type or being someone first

I understand that but still find it strange .. coz love and finding a soul mate is way bigger then being someone first

Thank you for sharing your point of view and your story .. maybe i really don't relate to the being someone's first coz i was anally raped when i was in college(am fine now) .. although am still a 33 years old virgin but having that happend to me made me always feel that being someone first doesnt matter and have no meaning and all that matters is the bond and the person itself .. and i really didnt like the seme calling the uke easy in chapter 21 . I wanted him to like him without you are my first plot ..

I am sorry but YOU ARE EASY if you offer someone yourself the first time you meet. How should one be able to tell if he is "joking" or if hr means it really? If I met a boy and he would want to sleep with me the first time we met, I would be like BEY. Would they do the same with other people too? If they meet someone prettier than me, they will also sleep with them? If you are in an open relationship okey. But I wouldnt want that. I would only date someone for whom also sex is something special.

The uke teased him bc its his personality to teasr othrr people. How should the seme be able to tell? I was also thinkinh that he wanted to sleep with him, when they first met.


And a slut is someone that sleeps with lots of differenz people. If you do that, than you are one. Dont know why its shaming? If you are, you are. I have friends who sleep around, doesnt mean that I like them less bc of that. But I wouldnt date them. They also wouldnt date me bc they prefer partners who are experienced like them.

1) I am terribly sorry that happened to you. I was attacked at the age of 10 by a hs senior and I beat the shot out of him with a stick, so I got away. It caused me to not be comfortable in skirts for almost 14 years. The trauma you must have gone through for it to actually happen must have been very hard on you. No one deserves that.
2) For you to still have your v-card at 33 is understandable after what happened. That comes with some hard trust issues and a whole lot of uncomfortableness when it comes to physical intimacy. There's nothing wrong with that. It does show that your first time for you will be something you'll remember because its based on connection, not just sex. If you ever want to, that is. Some people don't remember their first time due to its lack of connection or intimacy. Some remember their first time with each partner because technically that's a first and is significant if feelings are involved. Typically, a girl has more of a tendency to remember their first than a man, or an uke over a seme in the same respect, because of the penetration aspect and the pain that comes with it and the overall newness of the experience. I didn't have any pain my first time, but the experience stuck with me, and the confusion. There was a myriad of complicated emotions going on, but I won't get into that. Being with someone that way is a gift on both ends, although some don't treat it as such, and that's why (most of the time) virginity is held in high regard.
3) I get what you mean about being called easy. I dislike the term because its just so negative. He did make himself come off that way, though. Even I was surprised when he said he'd never been with a man. I'm a little more shocked at Mr. Tan's attitude towards it all. He seemed like such a nice guy, was portrayed that way and now all of the sudden he's a jerk like the main couple's seme? Either the author forgot character continuity or he was hiding a lot of nastiness in that exterior....

I think he’s in his 30s

28 and 40 or something like this

ch 45 says hes 38

Pretty sure he’s either 38 or 39. And Yiyoung is either 23 or 24. There’s a 15 year age gap.

Thank you

I really thought that he is 45 or something ..

He’s sugar daddy’s age

DONT SAY THAT thats how old my sugar daddy was when i was in high school

I thought he is a 50 yr old sugar daddy to be honest .. specially in the early chapters when the old guy used Ang to do chores for him . Kang said in that chapter that he is older then that guy .. so i thought he is pushing 50 or smth .. i didnt notice the auther notes about the hight and age .. 38 doesn't make sense to me and i guess he is 6.4 ft or smth

https://myreadingmanga.info/anime-the-titans-bride-engsub/

Thank you so much