
Why do I feel like the hyung had something to do with the past trauma, and that's why he doesn't want him to remember, or seems hesitant and less eager to help him with his past memories coming back? Just me getting weird vibes from that guy?

I read some of the comments below that I think MAY contain some spoilers... (Don't read if you don't want to know)!
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And I think the brother is indirectly linked to the trauma, but may also have some confused brocon feelings for his brother which is where I'm getting weird vibes from too (that hyung realizes the feelings are not romantic later, but while he is being confused, he creates something of mess with a third party who goes after the main character? Just what I got from the comments)

Was a little let down that three uploads of chapter 1, which made me think I had three chapters to read when it was only one. Still grateful for the translators and cleaners and scanlators though! This manga looks unique and refreshing, and not often do you see BL that's either set in America, in the late 1800s/early 1900's, or involving the Amish community. Looking forward to this!!!

I think this is really cute. I'm quite certain the younger brother has a puppy love for the female cosplay version and it makes him happy, so happy he wants to stay in Japan, and can tolerate his brother. For the older brother, he's doing something he's already done (cross play), although not in his home as often, and because of it, he understands his brother and makes him happy. If anything, this will probably not be a shounen-ai or yaoi, and the "female" that the younger brother has a crush on will "move away", or something, but at that point he'll have a stronger relationship with his brother or maybe even other people. That, or younger bro finds out and has to play along anyways, but I think the French younger bro is too dense (and too cute) for that option

From what I understand from anatomy and men's health, an enlarged or swollen prostate can prevent men from urinating, a problem a lot of older men have, and a prostate exam to check for an enlarged prostate involves sticking a finger up the anus to feel for abnormalities. So he's not just doing foreplay, though his attitude could be a little more professional. But prostate exams are incredibly normal for men, much like OBGYN visits and Pap smears are for women, so just bought I'd put that out there. But again, his attitudes as way unprofessional--so he may be teasing him since male erotic prostate massages also involve fingers up the anus as well.
The irony of it all is that he would go to the mixer and have a shitty time regardless of breaking the movie plans or not. it happens ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
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Btw are matchmaking parties a normal thing in East Asia (goukons and mixers and the like)?
Besides like Match.com meetups, we don't really have them here in the US. Maybe speed dating events before dating apps were invented, but you don't see mixers nowadays here. Just curious if they are as common as I see them in manga.
I know for a fact that in Korea (not speaking for other asian countries) you are usually recommended a blind date with someone via a friend. Since your friend knows the person and thinks they'll match you so they'll hook their friend with you. Sorry if this doesn't make sense, it's late and I'm brain dead