Omg this reminds me of the quote "if he wanted to he would" holy shit this was so fucking good. I'm literally like sobbing bro like my eyes are fucking puffy. Ugh get with someone who will literally take your crime for you (even though it's not it was self defense) GO TO FUCKING WAR?!?!?, Use different identities, play with 2 fucking governments and do all sorts of crazy shits just to be with you. The standards are standaring. I felt so scared reading this because I thought it wouldn't be a happy ending but I'm so glad the author went with the happy route because they both deserve everything. I felt so much sadness for the both of them holy fuck. I honestly thought sasya was gonna kill himself considering how unstable he was and what he went through but at the end he got courage and still saved karel and Karel's love is fucking insane like wtf! Out of bl tops he probably the most lovesick lmao and I'm just happy they're happy. The 3 of them sasya, Charles and Karel. I also hope Levin and julian get together and I can be w George tbh top 5 atleast for me out of manwhas I've read ts so good ugh this made me wanna believe in love but irl don't be like that