
I can understand why some ppl think the author is trying to make us feel bad for the seme but I think it’s just a really sweet moment where he tries to explain how different he is compared to others. It’s really sad because it’s beyond his control. Is he an asshole that deserves prison? Yes. But it does seem like he wishes to just be normal which makes me have sympathy, not forgiveness.
Yes go get your bf! ╥﹏╥