25 aug 2023 :
I was a college student but not anymore, I just graduated an engineering school you may think I'm smart or such but I'm not. I feel I'm so dumb. Monday is going to be a really big day for me, I hope it goes well, I'm so scared and wish I was dead at this point. Everything is so annoying.
I saw someone writing their kinda journal here and I really liked the idea I'm gonna do the same. I hope it relieves me from some stress ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
29 aug 2023 :
Yesterday nth really big happened tho there's a new neighbor who studies at the same uni as me but he's really annoying and touchy, I really want him to stop but not to hurt his feelings too.
14 Sep 2023 :
Nothing is working my way, life feels like hell, I cried today like a baby, it's been a fucking while since I last cried this much. I'm having period cramps rn, I feel like dying, no one to call. Went to discord to talk to some strangers, found a guy talking about religion got pissed off and just went with my pain listening to Somewhere only we know. Then now it's time for yellow by my favorite band Coldplay. I'm sure I'll have a very very long day tomorrow. I think I really need to write my dairy. But rather than write maybe I should just save it as vocals.
7 Dec 2023 :
Still quite anxious and I feel suffocated, maybe I should go to the gym. I hate talking to people, nothing is interesting here in mangago and life is boring sf. My face is full of acnes and I'm being so unlucky these days.
27 aug 2024 :
Dude life is becoming more and more better but at the same time I find myself lost in my own thoughts I hope I can make it out of the anxiety I'm going through. I find it so hard lately to make new friends so I should work harder ig
Any spoilers please??? Please tell me this Russian guy is going to become sweeter ???
Turn sweater? That would be an entirely different genre altogether
He does become sweeter, specially in part 2. (The novels are split between part 1, published back in 2012 and part 2 which was released in August if this year).
They do eventually become a very lovey-dovey couple.