the way udou's character is so flawed, and the way he is so sensible much more than any other manga characters i've encountered
the way he loves so much but doesn't allow himself to be happy is heartbreaking to me
and the fact that when he finally allows himself some love and happiness he encounters difficulties hurts me
and the way he is so well written and realistic too
like all of his fears and insecurities are completely valid
just reading this and seeing udou being taking care of and loved by kiyotaka cleanses my soul and appeases me
oh god
ogawa sensei that's not
it feels rushed and cringe
the plot is not advancing at all
it's not even like interesting enough to want to follow the plot
and it just feels so out of character for ogawa sensei to write those kind of stories
like her stories normally always mesmerize me
like they've never been any instance where i'm disappointed in the buildup of the plot, in the character's writing, their flaws, weaknesses and i'm also never rushing.
but this ??
idk wtf this was tbh
i want jay so baaaaad y'all don't get how feral i am over this fine piece of ass
what in the