
I think the author is showing really well how sexual assault and trauma resurge as intrusive thoughts.
Sexual assault often leads to over sexualisation by the victim. They're trying to either replace what was done to them with new memories or to validate their feelings of worthlessness with multiple degrading sex partners.
Sexual trauma appears in many different ways and a lot of the time, people are just left to get on with it and deal with it on their own. They blame themselves and they have to carry on as if they're not falling apart because the world doesn't care that they are.
Author-nim is doing a really good job. It's utterly heartbreaking.

Both were high. Heegyeom gave Jaehan MORE drugs than he had already had which pushed him into an overdose.
Jaehan planted the drugs not knowing the full extent of their history. He only found out later that they had sex while he was out of it. And I also don't think he knew it was Heegyeom who gave him the drugs to start with.
Either way, Jaehan couldn't consent to sex because he was high but the same is true of Heegyeom. He was ALSO intoxicated.
That's not to diminish the violation that Jaehan feels but you can't say Jaehan couldn't consent due to drugs and then say that Heegyeom can.
They are toxic to each other for different reasons. Neither one of them is "right".

Wow. Karens from both sides be out.
The point of having romanised Japanese language in a Korean manhwa is that you're conflating two VERY different things, and it's disrespectful. The translator has given great effort to put the chapters out but this isn't a case of your/you're. If you do it like this its basically unintentionally saying I don't care if you're Korean or Japanese, it's all the same. Which is obviously NOT the translator's intent but that's what it comes off like.
The translator doesn't deserve to be yelled at but they should be made aware to not to do it again. People can only learn if you teach them.

Seungho is literally coco crazy puffs. His father did something to him and he's never been the same since so his reactions seem totally off the wall but for him they make total sense.
My biggest thing is it feels like he has woken up from the insanity. That he's really looked at Nakyum and at himself and it brought back a part of who he used to be.
It doesn't erase his actions at all, but it makes you realise how stiffled and suppressed he was in the throws of that madness.
Doyoon has unresolved issues relating to when he was sexually assaulted and almost gang r*ped. I think it showed him that he has a predilection for voyeurism, which in a consenting situation isn't an issue.
How he consensually gets his rocks off is no one's business. Obviously it has shown up as a problem at work so he needs to consider that but ultimately if he wants to and accepts that risk that's his business.
THISSSSSSSSSSS Immaculate evaluation