
This is why 945 is my favourite author.
Euijoon was a size queen and we loved that for him. Jinwoo is realistic about whether or not a dick that size would even fit. Also that he wasn't immediately rock hard. Like men don't immediately go erect when touched. Some do but some don't. Some don't come immediately when they penetrate and some do.
Do I feel somewhat weird about being excited about a floppy flaccid penis? No. Realism > everything.
I think there's clearly a battle going on inside Guwon. There's Guwon the person who is very naive and likes Jinwoo but he's trapped in this large thing that we and Jinwoo don't understand yet.
I'm not saying it's beauty and the beast(ly cock) but I'm not saying its not.

I can't help thinking about the title. Sisyphus's story doesn't have any hounds. But what do dogs do? They guard. Is Guwon the guard of this town of people who aren't quite right? (Jinwoo's flashes of memory give me pause)
Guwon may even represent Sisyphus himself as he continues to do this one mundane task of keeping the town going. Who knows for how long. Jinwoo might be the thing that starts the clock to the end.

Jay isn't that complicated or even weird. He's trying to meet Yoohan in ways that he would understand.
Did you not take my call because you preferred to die? Do I mean nothing to you? If your guilt is so strong to die then I'll tie you to me and you can live that way.
He cares about Yoohan and you don't just get over trauma in a day, a week or a month. Definitely not without help either. If Yoohan can't choose to live for himself then Jay will create a burden he can't avoid.
He's unorthodox for sure but Yoohan isn't playing with a full deck either.

Something being understandable doesn't make it excusable.
I think it's an interesting conundrum because if you fundamentally can't grasp the concept, how can you make a realistic change?

In seob is (badly) written to be the opposite as seme, he's dumb, too emotional, incapable of self preservation and common sense. He's purposefully like that, written as an annoying doormat, should I add.
They dropped the title because both characters are "willfully negligent" in an attempt to be together.
But I still think the story, with the exception of this chapter is kinda shiet.

Jitae is a full service top and we love to see it. Not to be queer on main but it's nice to see characters actually be queer rather than repackaged heteros where the sum total of sex is sticking it in. Giving your partner pleasure to make them feel good is sexy and powerful.
I might consider waving a white flag over his red ones if he continues to be so wildly into Mieum and a little bit broken sad boy because he genuinely seems like he's trying to be a good person but his whole world is so fucked up.
Maybe Guwon is a socio/psychopath? Maybe the Sisyphian task is Jinwoo trying to stop Guwon from hurting people.