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Seeing one child throwing tantrums and the other who doesn't even dare calling Reinhardt "mom" really leave a bitter aftertaste in my mouth.
I know it's means but Bianca annoys me A LOT, she acts like a spoiled brat (which is normal, she IS a child) but it only highlights the difference of treatments between her and Billroy so I just want her to stop acting like that in front of him even knowing it's not her fault
Poor boy really, I know it won't happen but I wish he was adopted by a loving family who doesn't put him in the middle of the conflicts that SHOULD NOT concern him
Any Bl in which the 2 are enemies or rivals and so they have some really hot sex scenes, basically fighting even in bed ?
Like Perfect Buddy
Just thought of 'Bad Friend' too, to give you an idea of what I'm looking for
lol, was going to recommend bad friend too ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Contradict
Hell & High Water
Unmei no Tsugai ga Omae da Nante
Not super smutty but they have that tension and banter in bed
Can you recommend me a story like that ?
I don't really like how the authors often portray uke cheating or messing up in stories ? Like the fact they do not take any accountability for their actions really bothers me sometimes
What I find strange is that when seme cheats in a story or do something bad we all agree that no matter their reasons they should beg for forgiveness and truly have a redemption arc if they ever end up with uke, which is more or less well done depending on the story.
But when it's uke, it's always 'yeah but he was still figuring his feelings' or 'he has his own issues' or 'yeah but seme made him feel insecure' and then often SEME is the one who ends up coming back to uke to reassure him and forgive him
Like come on, I just want a good story in which uke actually has to chase after seme and have a redemption arc after messing up and is not forgiven because he is seen as the innocent fragile one in the relationship, but because he made efforts
I may be a bit harsh but I've just ended Anti P.T and uke's sickness in chapters 40s just after sleeping with another guy that seme annoyed me so much ! He could have shown Ml he loved him for once now that he has figured his feelings for him but no, he got away because he was sick, barely apologized and Ml was the one to reach for him and reassure him
So please any story like that ?
God now that you've mentioned it I cannot unsee it
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The second couple in this one kinda have what you're looking for if I'm remembering correctly
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_in_kitsch/
I've seen a lot of comments telling that Cael "doesn't deserve Hestia considering all she has done for him" and wanted to talk more about Hestia and her reasons for doing all that. So first, I love Hestia, she is a great character, and yes she did a lot for Cael, it's thanks to her that he didn't kill himself, she deserves credit for all she did
BUT I also like Cael and I think that he has every right to still have conflicted feelings for Diana and the crown prince, and even if his actions are not what Hestia would do if she were him he should NOT be mad or seek revenge at his ex-friends if he does not want to. At the end HE is the one who has been hurt, not Hestia, and if he just wants to move on with Hestia and not resenting anyone, he should be allowed to.
The thing is Hestia's whole life revolves around Cael, it's cute but in truth quite unhealthy.
She wants to do so much for him that she weirdly doesn't really care about what HE wants sometimes. It's like she knows better. I find it especially obvious with Diana. I hate Diana too, and I love the way she is being dealt with currently but the fact that Hestia says "it's for Cael" doesn't sit right with me. Revenge is NOT what Cael wants, it's what Hestia wants. Hestia is so involved in the cause of "saving Cael", but she is not Cael.
The fact that her revenge is so personal show to me the flaws of her character. She is both selfless and selfish. She adores Cael and wants to do everything for him but at the same time she is obsessed with him because without him she would be alone without any purpose. What she does for him is really great and deserves to be praised, but it's also something she does for herself, because without all this revenge she would not know what to do. The sad thing about her is that she was left alone in an unknown world and she had to grab into Cael and make him a sort of god in order not to become crazy and lose herself
I really hope that she will be able to open herself more to Cael in future chapters. Being so obsessed with "doing everything for him" is envoyable but can't last forever. It makes her unable to evolve as a character and it prevents her relationship with Cael to develop into something romantic since she only sees herself as an instrument whose only purpose is to avenge him and make him better, and nothing else
Just my opinion
Yeah I do agree with you...