I totally love the novel, it describes FL's personality, fears, complexes, uncertainties really well. She had a very pitiful and heartbreaking life as a child and on top of that, she knows that the ML is destined to be together with Rosaline and she is just a side character. Overall, she is very weak,so the story is not for those who can't emphasize with these type of characters. She is pitifully weak but there is no way someone in her situation could be strong and determined. That's why when she leaves, it's kind of like a liberation. Novel has the same title so everyone who is interested can find it on NU.
So, is there any other source than novelupdates to find the novel? There is no info about ch10-150 there and I don't wanna start reading like this.
About that I've heard that they had an issue so they take down their translations but if ypu still want to read it http://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=3192481 ypu need to buy the original copy first then show it to them so they can give you their translations
It's a pity that the manhwa is rushed like this, it leaves out a lot of small details, even the scene when Helena decides to leave and meets Aslan is changed (to worse) compared to the novel.