
why am i hurting myself like this? i don't cry laugh or smile i was only mad and hurt wtf was wrong with that bastard and why did he think everything he did for lewis was okay?! i am genuinely grateful for ivan despite lewis calling out for that bastard he stayed and took care of him everything will be okay
OMG THIS CHAPTER MADE ME FEEL SO LOVED AND I CRIED OBVIOUSLY BUT I ALSO FEEL HAPPY