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like i see sm people saying that they're
saving /making notes/screen recording/in any way make sure they have their read/want to read/reading list somewhere so that if this site went down , they'll still have tracks of their profile.

idk if i should do it. should i?
and are you?

bc I'm crying and i think i dont wanna burden other people in my irl with my problems.


sometimes i just wanna grab my dad on his collar and yell as loud as i can:
" you know what FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOR NOT MAKING MONEY FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS NOW AND BEEN TAKING MOM'S MONTHLY HARD-EARNED MONEY. FUCK YOU. yes. mom made a lot and it can support our whole FAMILY but FUCK YOU FOR DOING NOTHING BUT TAKE HER MONEY EVERYDAY AND MAKING EVERYONE ELSE WORK THEIR ASS OFF WHILE YOU WATCH TV AND DO NOTHING ALL DAY LONG. fuck you for not letting my little brother pursue what he wants as a career just bc YOUR DUMBASS THINKS THAT COOKING ISN'T FOR MALES AND IT WOULD MAKE YOU LOOK BAD IF YOUR SON TAKE CULINARY. fuck you for bringing me into this hellhole named earth. YOU BROUGHT ME HERE BUT FOR SUM REASON THINKS THAT I ASKED TO BE HERE. NO, MF. YOU DRAGGED ME HERE. I DID MY BEST TO GET GOOD GRADES, MAKE FRIENDS, LIFT UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS EVERY FUCKING DAY. YOU BITCH. you always says that i can be anything i want and you loved mom, me, and bro. BUT FOR SOME REASON IN YOUR HEAD, "ANYTHING I(ME) WANT" EQUATES TO DOCTORS, SCIENTIST, ENGINEERS and nothing else??? WAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. Y'KNOW WHAT , THANKS TO YOU, EVERYDAY IS SHIT AND I THOUGHT ABOUT DYING EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE. bitch if i can , i would be gone already you dumb fuck. if only I don't care about mom and my friends. one day, one-day ill be brave enough and I'll stop burdening you and mom so that mom can use the leftovers money for herself and not to feed me. oneday, I'll be sure enough that nobody really wants me anymore and I'll really do it. ik it's not only me who wants me to die. you've said it too, right? so when and if that time really came. fuck off. don't go blaming mom by saying she hasn't educate me enough. i did this bc of you. FUCK YOU. "

ok ye that's all, I'm sorry for anybody reading if there is any love y'all and i hope y'all had a better life than mine.

[read until the end if you can and want to :)]
so since all of us had experience those (lol 2-3days ) without mangago, just wanna say, i don't thik gatekeeping is cool, nor do i think we should spread this illegal websites everywhere. yes, ik the cat's outta the bag now, so many people knew about this site already and tbh the shutdowns does happen more frequent after this site had been spread around since authors who recognize their works here are mass reporting it by DMCa and copyrights claims. and it's all fair bc their works is stolen , and there's always other sites you can use, but idk , i've been here since mangarock said they were going out to buy sum milk and never return the same, and i kinda really liked this dumb hellsite, idk y'all are funny asfuk tbh (and i hope most of y'all are trolling with the very unsettling questions, I HOPE) and it's nice to have smth like a "community" ig to talk bout mangas and all . so really what i wanna say is,


-yes, this site is not really a secret anymore , but i still don't think ppl should just broadcast it to the world, sum of us are really just broke hoes that wanted to read mangas for free before we can afford any ourselves. share this site to a friend, share this to others bc they mght be broke hoes themselves, but pls don't spread it on things like insta,twitter, tiktok, or really anything else bc even tho it's not a secret anymore , doesn't mean it cannot be saved by us just not spreading the site much longer? idk, sobs , just wanna read manga and make friends online :')


idk lol, idc how people find this site, tiktok? okay. insta? okay. twitter? okay. mr.google? okay. now we're all using it too, no? like, still the same , we all found it one way or another and are maybe using this site now, so how bout we all just read and chat happily lmao this site might not be here forever but at least we can keep it from shutting down a tad bit longer :)


thank you for reading lmao :D

1)what do you think of yaoi/bL?
2)what do you think on shoujos(romance ones)

does it feel saturated? like, when you clicked on the genres and clicked "popularity" did you see what i see?(no bashing but..) esp in shoujo's sect, we'll see that there's a whole lot of {i got reincarnated and i wanna try to survive~} or the {we like each other but somehow can't communicate~} kinda plot.

or like plots in yaoi that is like {idk why, but after he raped me, i like him~} or the { i'm straight but for him, i don't think so~}. like, i love reading all of them, bc it is all just fantasies, but it feels repetitive.

not ALL of them are like this, it's just that, i've been finding quite a lot lately.


idk. just me? ok. ╮(￣▽￣)╭