but holy shit these fucking creatures are all annoying me. like ffs, yeonshi, i get it, you're a young fox who's learning but a goofy ass "apple-logy" isn't gonna fucking cut it when all you know how to do is run your stupid ass mouth with no regards of anyone around you and their situations. and let's not even talk abt the big fucking ego ALL of the beasts/yokais/guardians have, and their self righteousness that's fucking misplaced as hell. sure, EVERYONE would love it if the protagonist is the " 100% sacrificing myself for everyone's sake without asking for anything in return" typa thing. but she wasn't even asking for much. these beings have no use of money or material goods and they are ALWAYS fcknng dragging her into shit, FORCING her to comply with their demands. like how can you be this fucking self obsessed. THE WORLD DOESN'T ONLY CONSIST OF YALLS NEEDS AND WANTS. they act like her being extremely interested in money as smth "silly" and "shallow" WHEN LITERALLY NONE OF THEM EVEN TRIES TO DO THE THINGS SHE DID. LIKE WTF.
yes, arguably i still love the story and all but man is it fucking irritating to read when all these creatures 's monologues and dialogues are all extremely condescending towards mc. she's literally bargaining her normal life away for them and they complain about every little thing.
imagine living your whole life like hella, betrayed, abused, and abandoned. then also reincarnated into a dead baby's body, knowing you're being neglected AGAIN. man AND THEN FINDING OUT there's no greater meaning to the betrayal that was your past killer, he was just a bitch the whole time
yk i would LOVE a retelling of this exact plot but throw away the random kdrama-esque of it like, the rich ML and their reunion after years of confession and not remembering each other thingy, I REALLY want to read this thing with it just being angsty emotionally driven story between him and manager, with the whole can-drop-dead-any-moment-disease plot, because as of now, it feels like the author is tacking trope after trope without making any of it the "main" plot point so it feels all over the place. don't get me wrong, it's still fun to read, mostly bc of the pretty artstyle, but yea.
THAT FUCKING MANWHORE NEEDS TO BE KILLED RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW AND THAT RANDOM ASS STALKER PIC IS INSANE. FUCK OFF OH MY GOF I JUST WANT YJEM TO BE HAPPY
UPLOADER REALLY NICE TO TRANSLATE THIS IN SOME DIRE ASS SITUATION LIKE THAT BATTERY PERCENTAGE LMAOOO..
also ngl been reading this shit for years now but i STILL don't understand why he's not seeing his own cognitive dissonance on xinlu vs. ilay matters. like tell me why he excuses ilay's actions that's worse than xinlu so easily and xinlu showing some scary expression disgusts tae sm. like ilay did worse shyt and tae just was like "meh, it's ilay" like girl and sure I'll still be reading, but it is goofy
girl even my finals ain't that long and it's already torture we pray for that hole, may diva stay living
like been following this story for years now, i just really want to read the novel cus idk where i can find it
im so sad there ain't a fanfiction of this specific story that ik cus personally i can write multiple cute one shots based on this story
the fact that cale's bloodline itself might be smth like the dragon hunters cus, if dragons are as feared as they are told to be in this story, we literally never see any of that fear or nervousness from cale, AND that does hold up that if there were dragon hunters, their family would probably have a lot of money, from hunting the dragon, but it wouldn't be something as high positioning as ducal or smth cus they're still "hunters" that receives titles from nobility like a certificate of sorts.
the whole premise of the story is such a scary potrayal of how utterly powerless you are, as a young female, lower nobility against any higher power. like she can't deny any of the ML's requests, no matter how weirded out or creepy it is, she can't outright reject/show a negative reaction to them nor their actions. it's fucking scary as hell.
like yes, the whole reason she started interacting with them was because, she WANTS to increase the affection lvl so that she can go back home, but the utter powerlessness she realistically potrayed is genuinely scary to read, but i do think it's good.
imagine having complete understanding that you RUINED someone's CAREER, HEALTH, FAMILY RELATIONSHIP, LITERALLY EVERY ASPECTS OF THEIR LIFE. and then meeting them again and instead of asking for forgiveness, maybe explaining yourself even, NO, EUNHYAN CHOSE TO AGAIN MANIPULATE AND TORTURE HANGYUL SEXUALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. then AGAIN, HE ASKED THIS SPIRIT TO ACTIVELY FUCK UP HANGYUL'S LIFE AGAIN. FOR FUCK SAKE
cus majority of bl just be here only ever talking abt sex and relationship srsly with the obvious endgame, so we never really got to see how mc would behave and react with different relationships dynamics with other people. thankfully in this story, no one is the "main ML" and everyone is pretty equal contestants
i am screaming crying throwing up, WHERE'S THIS KINDA FANTASTIC SAPHHIC LOVE IN MY LIFE. WHERE
I've always thought that since the artist is basically drawing all of this up from just the novel, basically lines of words, I JUST KNOWWWWW they be struggling with the expressions, esp when times where ilay looks normal, and even endearingly at tae, after all those chapters drawing him as this insane ass guy lmao, and tae's "i hate him but i don't" faces
