like his actual biological kid before heejae. also fuck everything about this story is heartbreaking. i can't imagine how lonely it would've felt for MC and although the author or both the novel and manhwa never said anything abt the trauma of seeing the fall of humanity, i can imagine it gonna fuck you uo real bad
MC's life is so sad like genuinely if someone experiences all that in their lifetime i wish they'll find a love interest that's better than ML. wishy washy entitled rich prick
sure it's cute or wtv but the way they read to me as a couple seems like a couple that'll break up after a few years bc although they did "overcome" their struggles, it was never properly addressed and they never showed us how they're going to properly set their boundaries in this relationship, like that's gonna hurt both of them more someday and this seems like it's a relationship that's not gonna last bc it could turn sour one way or another with chi always being anxiety ridden (most of the time rightly so lmao cus subaru nvr really reassured her of anything) and subaru always being too absorbed by his work to realise what's happening to chi (also kinda justified bc chi herself also never is upfront abt her worries and anxiety, which in some ways are valid bc she doesn't want to burden subaru). like ya see what I'm seeing? it can turn sour so fast
yeah I agree LOL
like i alr read the raw and got the rough idea of what was gonna happen cus i don't really understand korean but holy shit reading the dialogue fully and like sitting on it literally brought me to tears like yes, MC is an asshole, a very loud and proud asshole, that Don't mean he should get raped, assaulted, detained, or anything that has happened to him so far, like genuinely when i read the "i didn't mean for this to happened" line from ML i just fkn lost it, like bro im pretty tolerant to most things in fiction but shit that just broke me cus i just cried and said like bro wth do you think would happen YOU RAPED HIM, DETAINED HIM AND ASSAULTED HIM, when he reasonably ran away from that situation, YOU PAID PEOPLE TO DO ALL THAT AGAIN AND GANGRAPE HIM LIKE WTH. AND WE READ HIM WAKING UP WITH HIS WHOLE APARTMENT RANSACKED, BRUISED AND BEATEN TO AN INCH OF HIS LIFE AND JUST COVERED IN GRIMES AND CUM LIKE I CANT.
before anyone come on here saying " don't like, don't read" bruh this is MY opinions, just wanna share what the chapter made me feel cus why not
and the appearance of this NEW HOT EMO WOLF BOY makes me crave for a story of him and our mc, like werewolves couple living amongst humans, they'd look so cute tgt
"i don't hate sylvia she's just a girl"
mf she lied abt her sister fucking other men to her sister's fiance in one life, and all the other lives she genuinely is just fine with lying to her sister and fucking her sister's fiance. IN ALL OF THE OTHER LIVES. NOT ONCE DID SHE REJECT SOHEIL. NOT ONCE. IN ALL OF THOSE LIVES, NOT ONCE HAD SHE CHOSE TO RESPECT HER SISTER'S RELATIONSHIP AND HER SISTER AS A HUMAN.
i hate sylvia.
and i hate soheil too. cus tell me why the fuck you keep blaming every single bullshit on illya? you crazy? every single bullshit in every single lifetimes was blamed onto illya like she's some kind of devil. genuinely kys.
i hate soheil.
i hate the parents , for the bullshit they keep spouting. not once had they been useful nor fair towards their children and in all of the lives, and all of it, the scale was tipping insanely to sylvia's favor. not once was it for illya. not empathy, not kindness, nor care was given to her, across all those lives, not once.
i hate the parents.
all of the other character appearances are all fucking maddening to read through too cus why the fuck is everyone just fucking stupid in this story.
also towards crow's comment: "you think you're the only one suffering?" oh that fucking got me mad. this was clearly meant to make illya stop and think abt everyone else and give them empathy, and in some way crow's saying that 'you're selfish if you think you're the only one suffering' oh fuck off. FUCK RIGHT OFF. i hate this, like oh your sister and fiance keep fucking each other no matter how many times you regressed? oh your parents keep insulting you and disrespecting you? oh you lose your baby? oh your sanity is falling apart bc you keep looping in lives? you feel sorry for yourself? no don't keep thinking you're the only one suffering, everyone have their pains and guilts, you should give them empathy. FUCK OFFFFFF.
just bc the other party have their own pains and misgivings, doesn't mean what they did is justified. doesn't mean what they inflicted onto illya is okay. SHE CAN BE AS MAD, AS HATEFUL AND AS UPSET AS SHE NEEDS. her pain is also validated if you want to validate other's pains. she have the rights to wallow in self pity all she wants. she have the rights to grieve.
i don't think this manga makes you very happy. maybe you should stop reading it
or I'm just stating ky opinion that clearly clashes with yours so maybe you shouldn't read my topic
also, one look at my name can tell you im a pretty opinionated reader, that's just how i consume medias
you feel happy reading this??? bro i dont think its meant to make anyone happy