
i thought after the bs author put lyle through in side 1-5, finally ash will be like "hey ik what happened was shitty asf, let's make up to it with a fun and cozy date just between us two and put that all behind us" BUT NO, STRAIGHT INTO ANOTHER SEX PLOT LINE THEY GO???? AFTER THE FUCKING EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER LYLE WENT THROUGH???? IM SO MADDDDD, EVEN THE KOREAN COMMENTS ARE COPING WITH "let's ignore side 1-5" and others are calling ash = ash guilty jonesRELEASE US AUTHOR

imagine finding out your partner is upset abt a past you never discussed with them about and they (high possibility from your pov) found out from your "friends" and not from you and out of all the things you can say you say "i want to tell you but if you wouldn't listen, i won't" BITCH THAT'S NOT HOW YOU SHOULD SPEAK TO YOUR PARTNER. NUH UH. ngl I'm so mad at ash rn cus the choices he been making is hurting lyle so bad WHEN HE KNOWS WHAT KINDA PERSON LYLE IS

if you love someone you wouldn't dirty their name to others just to keep them by your side, if you truly love them, you won't put them in harm's way, physically and mentally. nishi is actively choosing to fuck up sakaki's life and that's a parasitic behaviour if I've ever seen one. if this was irl the only right thing to do is to cut him off and heal

I'm so tired. haru instead of over analysing and then assuming what your hyung wants from you, why not just fucking come clean.
like sure apparently haru's behaviour is bc he's been analysing hyung for a long time and uses that as his crux of how to behave, but wtf was that first chapter? you keep lying through your teeth and even when confronted that it was apparently your anniversary (regardless of if it was true or not,) you didn't think to comfort your partner who's clearly in distress that the anniversary ended like that? the partner you claim to completely understand and can analyse???
and after your partner out of nowhere asked for a breakup (in haru's pov), WHAT ARE YOU DOING TRYING TO GET THEM TO STAY IN THE HOUSE STILL WITH A POWERPOINT PRESENTATION INSTEAD OF EXPLAINING YOUR POINT OF VIEW OF HOW SUDDEN THE BREAKUP WAS. if in haru's eyes, the breakup was too random and sudden, why not say it? why not explain yourself. OBVLY YOUR PARTNER WAS STRUGGLING WITH THE BREAK UP, YOU CLAIM YOU UNDERSTOOD HIM, WHY ARE YOU UNABLE TO SEE THAT HE'S HURTING? for hyung, i get that he does the things he does, from his pov, haru's so cold and utterly emotionless abt the break up, like he looks like he doesn't even care. why would you stay if that was the case? in haru's pov, hyung looks absolutely crushed, he's been crying and he doesn't hide it, he's been trying his best to avoid haru, ect ect. the misunderstanding is so stupid

yea ig what's ml's feeling is valid too plus considering his trauma and all that but holy shit it must've been fucking EXHAUSTING to be mc. everyone's putting their emotional baggage onto you while you yourself CANT even fucking understand emotions. like that's tiring asf. I'm so tired reading everyone in this story completely disregarding what mc's feeling just bc he can't and do not know how to show it. he's been dealing with everyone's issues and he's stuck solving his own issues himself bc ml and others are already so caught up in their own shit. but still, this relationship was nvr stable nor equal cus ml still haven't been trying to understand mc like at all. it's pretty obv he has problems with understanding "normal people" (neurotypicals) 's social cues and morals, but no one made an effort to know why he's the way he is. and i think STILL TO THIS DAY, after reading the raws months ago, that mc deserves better. sure ml has his rights to be feeling what he is feeling but man what kinda main character syndrome ahh dialogue and monologue, "everyone always approaches me with secret intentions", pooks, that's literally how human relationships works, you ain't that special or rare but oh well. it's like watching a 12y/o discover school drama

oh and disclaimer, if you wanna fight me on ml's rights to express his emotions and rage and disappointment or whatever, dont. i already thought abt it but i genuinely just don't think it's that srs for him compared to what mc hv been through plus people hv said this but ml hv been chased by mc and nvr made the same effort even after they got into a relationship. so yea no

Saying it isn't that serious for ML is wild. His abusive father, broken family, getting bullied in school, life continuously controlled by his aunt, getting emotionally, physically abused by his grandpa and aunt. Everyone getting close to him for their own agenda. I wonder how you would've cope with that to say that is easy.
Also I do get your point MC's character. It is legit. But do not read stories with heavy partiality on 1 character.

what I'm saying is that stuff isn't srs for him in the relationship aspect, the romantic one. his trauma and stuff is srs, just again to emphasise, everyone have issues, no one issue is more important than another and he is given so much, and i mean so much empathy by the writer, and most readers that people forget mc's issues.

not the comments defending the ml.
"oh ofc he's like that, ml was lied to and had a bad impression of mc :("
"why are people mad??? ml deserves to get mad at mc bc this and that"
GIRL NOTHING EXCUSES LITERAL ASSAULT AND HARRASMENT. PLUS ML FUCKING AGREED TO THE DEAL MC PROPOSED IN THR FIRST PLACE, REGARDLESS OF HE WAS MISTAKEN ON WHO ACTUALLY HE WAS DEALING WITH.
the blondie (ml) is a weird ass dude as an adult, but i don't think child him is anything weird aside from the way the author is showing it? he's acting like how a child would? the weird one in this story IS the brother, he's the one who's jorking it to his step dad and he's the ine potraying child ml as the spawn of satan, but really, ml was just a weird kid who's annoying as a kid would??? ykwim? yes, adult him is a creepy assaultor manipulator but not the kid? imo anyways
Yeah, I understand what you're saying and I agree.