
in the previous chapters they emphasise so much on the nobility overwhelming power and all that but a knight literally THREW A KNIFE AT THE NOBLE GUESTS and had no repercussions??? like I'm not talking abt the disciplinary ones that the count gave out, im talking shit like off with your head or taking your knighthood away??? like that's such a basic concept that's just brushed off

but tbh there was no need to start any inkling of romance this early on in the story. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE FL IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN IN THERE. like girl wtf i thought it'll be a sick ass story where she finally get her family out of ruins and MAYBE when she's back in her original age/ older, there's going to be romance, BUT NOT WITH THIS KID MAN WITH HER FRIEND'S GRANDSON???? INSANE. like i love that the art got sm better as the story goes on and I love the concept but fucking shit why

"ugh i don't like this story why can't she just stay with the crowns and not go back to silopia"
BRUHHHH the whole story was her coming to terms that she's a reincarnation of a horrible person, and she wants to set things right by stepping in to make sure things won't stay it's fucked up ways.
she's not a reincarnation that came into crown's family youngest without a past, she's a reincarnation of one of the most powerful being in the whole world, she's one of the reasons why these young mages are created then tortured to produce powerful magical slaves, she's one of the reasons why the mages are a danger to non-magicians, she's THE founder of the magician nation that's currently causing harm to others.
that's why she have to take responsibility of her past live, she doesn't wanna do it too, but she's conscious enough to understand, that this is ON her.

fuck seungpyon wtv guy.
that's some asshole behaviour? like oh you can threaten people just bc you literally peeked into their personal space (the phone and acc) INTENTIONALLY might i add, all bc you're insecure that he's smarter than you??? LIKE YOU NEVER EVER TALKED BEFORE THIS AND YOU THINK THIS IS OKAY TO DO?? FUCK OFF. then building a love story on top of that as your dynamic is crazy. brown hair guy literally was minding his own fucking business

so what, bc you have some fuckass childhood trauma it's okay if you do these shitty stuff and you don't have to atleast suffer the consequences of your actions bc the victim of your selfish actions are a low esteemed person who genuinely just accepts the manipulation?
that's fucking insane. hell nah. it's not even that they're trying to say that " oh, bc of the way he's raised, he turned out like this" as an EXPLANATION to his actions, it's fr they're saying it as JUSTIFICATION and i think that's crazy.
I'm not saying this to shit on people with issues, im telling you people it's stories like this that portrays people with understandable trauma as shitty fucks who's selfish. sure can people just be assholes? yea, but when that happens you don't suddenly pull out the "i was traumatised as a child" card as a defense. you apologise for your actions, then you repent.? like everyone else when they fuck up? like fuck ups are normal and human, even. but trying to say it was caused by ur trauma instead of owning up to it IN YOUR BIG ADULT AGE IS INSANE.

i get it, being isolated with mugo all the time with not much actual social interactions can make one desperate for it, but holy shit that's so dumb?? RUNNING OUT OF THE FKN HOUSE WHERE YOUR SAFETY IS GUARANTEED??? WHEN YOU WERE JUST KIDNAPPED AND INJURED( BEATEN TO SHIT) ??? yea your hyung's here but fuck he coulda been the one who got onto your ground instead? also has he not learned anything that mugo is literally the only being he's in contact with that's powerful enough to save his whole family? like, bruh, JUST GO ASK MUGO, MAN. i get it, plots gotta run somehow but fuck i hate stupid plot points that makes no sense
when this series first came out i read it, but it was so damn heavy mentally that i dropped it,, today i came back to see there's the ending chapters and reading gave me the bliss i need