The Best Smell
THIS WAS PAINFULLY LONG. Not exactly slow-burn but it felt so so so long. I don’t know if it was draggy or what but for someone who has quite the patience when it comes to webtoons (me) IT WAS LONG AS HELL. I don’t recommend this for people with short patience. At some point, it felt like they were getting nowhere BUT what kept me going is the fact that I wanted to see them happy together haha but i suppose it is worth a read as the ending did made me feel giddy. I would rate it a 4.5 over 5 stars
Who Can Define Popularity?
I hate sharing personal stuffs. Especially on the internet. But I think everyone should read this so I'm going to say how this webtoon helped me.
I related to most characters shown in this webtoon. Even the antagonists. They have all shown a part of me but I'm not going to tell every single thing because that would take forever.
I changed and changed myself for various of reasons. But those reasons revolved in one thing, it was because I wanted to be accepted. To be loved. When I read this, I was (and still is) struggling. Struggling because I don't know myself or atleast I thought so. I knew myself. I knew exactly who I am. But I hid it, I hid myself. People all around me was constantly comparing me to someone (not telling who), they tell how I should act more like this and that. They tell me to give up on things, they tell me what path to take. Don't get me wrong, I love them. I knew that they were just doing what they think is best for me. They had my best interest in mind. I love them so I did it. I tried changing. Becoming more like the person they were constantly comparing me to. But I can't. No matter how much I try to be like them, I can't. Because that's not me. That eventually lead for me to have an identity crisis. But I ignored it, my problem I mean. I taught myself to forget troublesome feelings and kept trying to become someone I'm not. As the webtoon have said, no matter how much you pretend, you can't change your essence. Someone will always remember you for who they thought you are. Not how you are. So now, rather than changing myself to become someone I am not, I am improving myself. I'm trying to improve myself. I am trying to be better. Not to become someone I am not, but a better version of myself. That's all. My feelings are much more complex than this but I tried my best to explain it in words.
I don't even know if someone will read this but I had to share how this helped me haha
At the End of the Road
read the mad dog so i read the author's other work too. i liked this enough to not stop reading it lol.. but why do i always feel like the ending isn't enough haha. i felt the same reading the mad dog. not an ending im very satisfied with bcs it feels like a cliff hanger but it's a great story. and im on a shounen ai streak rn
Our Secret Alliance